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+TWILIGHT-ELOKUVA!
REPIKÄÄ VITTU SIITÄ!
okei, vastapainoksi myönnettävä et m,ää menetän mun todellisuudentajua minuutti minuutilta, hetki hetkeltä, mää vajoan Forksiin Bellan ja Edwardin kanssa.
Mulle puhkeaa jakomielitauti, skitsofrenia, on ihana ollu tuntea kaikki, siltävaralta et muhun ei enää saa mitään todellista yhteyttä realistisessa, oikeassa maailmassa.
Mää vajoan, tiedän just miltä Edvardista tuntuu Bellan lähellä, samalta ku musta ku mulla on hallussa nää kirjat, mutta mulla ei oo tahdon voimaa pitää itteeni niistä erossa ees mujrto-osaa siitä mitä Edvard välttelee Bellaa.
Mää tiiän vaarantavani mun ja läheisteni mielenterveyden, mutta houkutus, himo on liian suuri, en voi olla lukematta, mää uppoan, ku tarina saa susta otteen, i won't let go, once u've seen, felt it, u'll never come back again, sorry dudes.
I'm obsessed, badly.. loseing my mind, i'm not even trying to fight it, i'm just drowning, getting deeper and deeper.. feeling the cold end the hydraulic pressure pushing me and tearing me apart, and i enjoy it. at the very same time i'm terrified of my reactions, i don't want to need it, i do not want to enjoy it.. maybe some day I'll get better.. if some one burns my computer, or blocks my enter to my files..and destroies my memory..
have to sign out from gallery, have to go to cigaret and then, Reading the love of my life, the books i can't deny from my self....can't escape my destiny: losing my mind and enjoying my life in my hallusinations and fantasies with Edvard-fuckin'-Cullen who destroyed my real life and made me want More of that chaos in my head and my heart.
Twilight oli IHANAIHANAIHANA..
Ymmärsin ehkä 8/10 mitä ne puhu, joten on mulla aika hyvä englanti.
Muutamia kohtauksia en tajunnu, mutta silti oli ihana. :P
Awww... Oon iha täpinöissäni..
A normal guy would say: I love you Baby!
Edward Cullen would say: You are my life now.
Normal Guy would say: I think I am falling for you.
Edward Cullen would say: The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb
Normal Guy would say: You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.
A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.
If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isnt worth living.
"Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."
As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: Bye, see ya!
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: Come back to me, love.
He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me."
"Always."
As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldnt even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.
"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.'
A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.
While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldnt keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldnt even notice the waitress was a female.
A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.
While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: I miss you.
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: Its like you've taken half myself with you.
A normal guy wouldnt care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."
A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.
A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.