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Your hands are on my skin, on my hair, on me. You can see everything, into my very soul and through it all. It makes me shiver in excitement. It makes me cold every time I see you. It makes me hot every time I think of you. It makes me want you so much it starts to hurt, I yearn for your touch every second of my life.

You dug your nails on my hips, bruising them, maybe even draw blood. I donÂ’t know, I canÂ’t see, I canÂ’t think, concentrate on anything but that feeling. I donÂ’t mind if you draw blood, I like blood, I like the colour of it, the smell of it, the taste of it. IÂ’m intrigued by blood, my blood, your blood. Our blood.

You say something, but I canÂ’t make out of it what. It doesnÂ’t matter, I just need to hear your voice, somewhere there calling me. Moaning my name, even shouting it, as you fill your self with me. I love your voice, the one that treacherously traps me inside of it as it whispers sweet lies into my ear.

I can vaguely see your eyes in the line of my vanishing sight, looking at me, hungry for wanting more, glazed of the feeling of it all, brutally taking me in, and it is still not enough. It is never enough. We keep the eye contact through it all, even when our vision getÂ’s blurry, even as we feel we are dying, because thatÂ’s what this is, playing with death.

My throat protest when a moan stifles from somewhere deep, trying to make itÂ’s way up, out of my mouth and to be heard by him. But it doesnÂ’t come up, it stuck halfway on my throat and I can feel my voice is crackling up. The moans comes out as a hoarse breathe, names never making their way out wholly, screams are of those that have been tortured for years.

But everything, it all, is us. ThatÂ’s what we are, that is what defines us. The seemingly kind touches turns into rough ones, sweet voices turn into one of monsters, the eyes turns nightly into predatory, filled with never ending lust and despair.

I canÂ’t see anymore, only blurred lines and few colours. You are the only one I can see anymore, I can see you through our entwined bodies, the pain and pleasure mixed together, with that heavenly feeling that makes us feel whole.

I can hardly breathe, my throat feeling dry and over used. IÂ’m near, I can feel it, and I canÂ’t breathe. I know you are near, you pull that silk and make me almost see heaven. I can almost feel it, itÂ’s there, hanging somewhere on my vision. Suddenly it all comes, washing over my head like a giant wave that just slammed my mind on the rock, making it all explode into blinding whiteness and overwhelming pleasure.

That is all I can feel for an eternity, this little paradise that we have together reached. That eternity is broken when you take the thing binding me, us, to it of carefully, like expecting it to broke when you know it wouldnÂ’t. I can see clearly now, but IÂ’m so tired, so fully satisfied I donÂ’t care, all I can see is you, holding that white silk, the one binding us, into our paradise.

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It's final. I will never write again. Okay, I don't believe that even myself. But.. still!

> = mä
- = (nimeltä mainitsematon henkilö)

> Bahamut x Tidus is like TOTALLY my OTP! XDDD

- Blasphemy! Sora x King Triton x Xigbar is the way to go.

> actually... the correct way would be: King Triton x Sora x Xigbar (seme x uke x seme)
and Bahamut x Tidus FTW! :DDD

- Xigbar's the manbitch in that shipping.

> not possible if Sora's in it

- Sora is the chosen wielder of the keyblade - only he can "seal the keyhole" if you know what I mean.

> Yeah, I know but Sora never tops. It just doesn't work that way...

- Oh, come on! Sora even kicks Xigbar's ass in the game.

> You have a point there... But I still can't see Sora topping anyone (except the girls.. but he doesn't swing that way >:D)

- OBJECTION! He was totally straight in Chain of Memories. D= And how can Sora NOT be in top with all the cheesy keyhole jokes you can make that way? =(

> Sora was never straight! Namine just manipulated Sora's memories so that he'd think he was straight (which he is not!)
And Sora doesn't top because of his personality.. I mean, seriously! Someone as dense as Sora has no chance of topping! And besides, Sora's eyes make him look totally rapeable XDD (don't ask..)

aarinfantasyyn on ilmestyny mukava määrä NC-17 doujineita. ---> Tuike tykkää. Paljon. >w<

4827~ <33
vaahtokarkkeja! *nomnomnom*
joo..
yödataus kunniaan!!!

Jos vielä osaisin lukea japania vähän paremmin, kuolisin uudestaan. Vielä isompaan verenhukkaan.
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(Laila btw, unohin lisätä sun listaas sen Bahamut x Tidus fanficin! Sori, haittaako? XDDDD)

Innocent uke.
(x) CANDY!
(x) Nyu~!
(x) Ihmiset katsovat sinua ja sanovat awww...
(x) Olet energinen
(x) Ja hieman tyhmä
(x) Olen söpö, en tarvitse aivoja
(x) Anna keksi.
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Dramatic uke
( ) Piiskaa mua
(x) Angst
( ) Bondage<3
( ) Sinua pitää rankaista
( ) Nautit kivusta
( ) Olet siis mieletön masokisti
(x) BLOOOOOD
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BadAss Uke
(x) BUAHAHHAHA
( ) Enkä varmasti tottele sua senki molopää
(x) Et voi pakottaa
( ) Olet oikea pikkupahis..
(x) ...Mutta tottelet loppujenlopuksi kiltisti
( ) Poltat tai juot
( ) BONDAGEE \,,/
3

Opportunist Seme
(x) Olet huomaavainen
( ) Et tykkää määräillä kovasti
(x) Et halua satuttaa ketää
(x) Mutta haluat silti näyttää kaapin paikan
( ) Et masennu vaikka käyttäisit jotakuta vähän hyväksi
(x) Et pidä itseäsi kovinkaan semenä
( ) Etkä sen puoleen ukenakaan
4

Romantic seme
(x) Awww <3
(x) Olet heikkona söpöihin avuttomiin pikku ukeihin
(x) Olet hellä...
(x) ...ja huolehtivainen
( ) AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW<3
( ) Olet kontrolloiva
(x) Olet romanttinen
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Sadistic seme
( ) TURPA KII TAI TULEE PIISKAA
( ) Bondageh<3
( ) Olet todella kontrolloiva
( ) VITTU NYT TOTTELET!
(x) BUAHAHHAHAHA!
(x) no aww. Oletpas söpö...
( ) ...kun roikut siinä pää alaspäin ilman vaatteita ja ruoskittuna.
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Sain mun esseen valmiiks. 6 sivuu homoseksuaalisuudesta. Lopussa se meni kyllä vähä yaoiks XD
Ku selitin siin viimesel sivul kaikkee jännää yaoista ja yurista.. Nojaah.. Jos ope ei tykkää... Syökööt päänsä! *muww* mä nimittäin kirjotin tätä mokomaa 5 tuntii >.<

hehheh lol :D

pikkusysterin kanssa on vaarallista kattoo TSH:tä... -.-"' voi jutut lähtee vähä harhailee.

Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

01- [] You like to be content in everything.
02-[/] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you donÂ’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you donÂ’t know what to say.
03-[/] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[] If you donÂ’t like something, you start crying and you donÂ’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[] You like making others blush.
08-[/] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand. (viskaan mun pehmolelut aina lattialle yön aikana... nukun levottomasti)
09-[] YouÂ’re usually shy with the opposite sex .
10-[]You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[x] You have listened “an café”.
13-[/] You like listening to it (the above band).

14-[x] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”. (jotai 20)
15-[] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[] You smile at kitties.
17-[] You usually say –kawaii-. (no en oikeestaa....)
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[/] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[/] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (no tyylii tokalla viimeks XD)

25-[] You call your pets with cute names. (ai sitä läskii, vanhaa beaglee joka kusee joka paikkaa vai? O.o)
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. (Hurraa Yaoille! ja yurille kans >:D)
27-[] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[] Some men scare you.
29-[] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[/] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers. (omistan kyllä vaaleenpunasia ja punasia vaatteita)
31-[] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, youÂ’re at the defensive.
34-[/] You like j-pop. (kyllä sitä kuuntelee)

35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. (always do :D)
36-[] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi/you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa. (aw hell no!)
37-[/] You smile with no reason. (joskus)
38-[] You usually are very positive. (even on sunny days, you're getting cancer)
39-[] When thereÂ’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[] You usually don’t understand what your parents say. (päinvastoin
Tulos; 12 ½

Seme... mikä yllätys -___-