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so drink to forget
and drown all your sorrow
bury your dreams
and choose Catharsis!

now set me on
fire...take me high
when it's time to fly and when it's time to die
higher...rise, my friend
dance with me all the way - to the end

Only a child, reckless and wild, needs to come
home again. He promised the moon but won't marry you.
Nothing to do, eating for two, he's goin' out with
someone new. Sunshine or rain, it's all the same, life isn't gray
oh Mary-Lou.

All those lies suit you. They are custom made to drive
you out of reality. Lies are true for you. You know, what
you do is reaching a point of insanity.

When you wake from your dream you know what is true?
Ring of bell inside your head is playing with your mind

Remember to pray, and what the Bible says and you will
live thru eternity You haven't heard of this?
There is something you missed - it will cost you so heavily.

You must sleep in the stinking bed that you made
When you're down where you belong hear what they say.

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always die.

When you're done with him, you know where you have
been, He will treat us all equally.
Can you feel the fire burning

You must sleep in the stinking bed that you made.
When you're down where you belong hear what they say.

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always die.

[Guitar Solo]

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always diiiiiiie... (fading away)

Stay for a while, stay forever. Sing for the times you are
bound to betray. Run for your life, run forever, your eyes
tell a lie and the liar must always die.

Guilt and Regret, they are my two inbred brothers
Guilt and Regret
O god how I hate them both from the bottom of my heart

Guilt and Regret and me wake up into a brand new day
Guilt and Regret lively
I am still dead tired - the night has been long and hard

My brothers they ask me:
"Do you recall anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"Nothing at all? Well, it must have been an evening of joy"

Guilt and Regret
O god how I hate them both from the bottom of my heart

Each morning like this they come, uninvited
Pale as ghosts, reeking of compost
Yet most I abhor their bloodshot eyes

My brothers they ask me:
"Do you recall anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"Nothing at all? Well, it must have been an evening of joy"

My brothers they tease me:
"Do you remember anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"O sure you do, we buried our little sister Hope"

Guilt and Regret and me - what a twisted family we are
Guilt and Regret
O god, how I hate you both from the bottom of my heart

The silent peace this anguished morning brings leaves me to my grief
Oh, so many years I´ve been married to the grave
These bitter tears fill up my sorrowed eyes as I lay my head down
and beg myself to be so braveÂ…

Oh, how I miss your loving hateÂ… And yet I miss her loving hate

Cursed be this love I bear
Bereaved be this heart that bleeds for her
The love of the man lives hereÂ…
-On grain and the earth, rain and the chilling air

The burning passion the glowing sunset gives will leave me to my joy
and I´ll laugh upon the stroke that murders me
So farewell my love, take all of myself and kill this love forsaken
and please send me no need of theeÂ…

Oh, how I miss your loving hateÂ… And yet I miss her loving hate

Cursed be this love I bear
Bereaved be this heart that bleeds for her
The love of the man lives hereÂ…
-On grain and the earth, rain and the chilling air

Take this love, my dear, and cherish it in your heart
You shall have no fearÂ…
Nothing could tear us apart

Accept this love sincere, from the bottom of my heart
for now our time is hereÂ…
and love shall heal the scars

Now twilight hides the clear, and haunts the day away
We cross the last frontier,
and it sets our hearts ablaze

The Waves lie still and gleaming on Our Sea
…and we´re drifting down the stream…

Let´s drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
Let´s give our lives for this love we are in
- make it foreverÂ…

Let me dry your tears
and hold you in embrace
Until we disappear in the crimson haze

The Flames rise still so freezing on Our Sea
…and we´re drifting down the stream…

Let´s drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
Let´s give our lives for this love we are in
(we´ll) do it together…

"Â…and we take our dive into the waters of eternityÂ…
Â…here all pain has died and the only ones are you and meÂ…"

The Haze lies still and bleeding on Our Sea
…and we´re drifting down the stream…
(-to eternity!)

Let´s drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
(Let´s) set sacrifices for this love we are in
- make it foreverÂ…
Let´s drown ourselves in this love
Let´s give our lives for this love we are in
(we´ll) do it together…

Kotona taas!! tai siis kaustisella mutta enivei.. :D tuntuu melkeen kodilta ton prkleen perhon jälkeen.. x) perho oli semmonen saatanan sisäoppilaitos että.. huh, mut nyt onneks kaustisella, pääsee kohta ajaan Rockyllakin!! :) mulla on ollu niin hirvee ikävä sitäkin, mun pikkumies.. :) kauhee ikävä mulla on ollu mun omaaa lepakkoa.. :DD kih kih..
ei sit mitn henkilökohtasta.. :DD <3<3<3
mut sanoin kuvaamaton ikävä mulla on mun rakasta.. :/ tuntuu niin tyhjältä ilman sitä.. <3

mä tahdon pois, tahdon pois perhosta, tahdon pois tästä elämästä, tästä kivusta, mun pää ei kestä..
väsyttää niin vitusti, päätä särkee..
ahdistaa..
on niin helvetin tyhjä olo.. :/ tää on.. no joo.. vittu mä alan kuulostaa säälittävältä.. prkl..
stna, kun ei osaa kirjottaa niinku ajattelee tai tuntee, se ois niin helppoo, vois kertookin jollekin/jollekulle miltä tuntuu sillä/tällä hetkellä jos vaan sen osais sanoin kertoa tai kirjottaa..

mutta kun ei osaa, niin ei osaa...

tyhmä lapsi..

....ja vitut..

heppa..

tää ei oo todellista.. mä en ala!! oon perhossa.. metsätyöviikolla.. blaah..
nää tappaa meiät tuijotuksellaan, ja viä lintuinfluenssaan, kun syöttävät kanaa prkl.. äxDee äxDee
mä tahon pois!!
auttakaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! x/
ja iltasin viä ahistaa ja itkettää, kun "pitää" kuunnella sentencediä ja siitä tulee niin paljon muistoja.. <3
no mutta, se mikä ei tapa, satttuuu niin vitusti.. näinhän se on.. x/