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Was there a time when I was feeling
The time for shade of hope or fear
Sometimes I wonder, am I breathing
When was it when we were dreaming

When did the sun, stop from shining
Remember when I felt the rain
Sometimes I wonder, Am I fading
When we were hurting

Did I need the pain just to feel alive
Did I get this numb just to survive
Did I need the rain just to feel alive
Did I get this cold, just to survive

Was there a child who was dreaming
When did I loose the sense of me
Sometimes I wonder, am I sleeping
When stopped I desiring

Did I need the pain just to feel alive
Did I get this numb just to survive
Did I need the rain just to feel alive
Did I get this cold, just to survive

Would you please, could someone please
Could someone make me unbroken again
Is there someone I could reach
Could someone make me whole again

Was there a time when I was feeling
The time for shade of hope or fear
Sometimes I wonder, am I breathing
When was it when we were dreaming
... we were dreaming ...

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(IÂ’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(IÂ’m left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! IÂ’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! IÂ’ll heal you in me

Memories, memories, memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let her stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time..

Another day has passed again and I'm sitting here by myself
Wondering did I fill my place again, did I make it right

Will I ever feel free again and finally relieved
Will I ever see myself again leading my own life

Sometime, somewhere, someone will care
About the things I've done
The stronger I get, the more I'll accept
I will be weak without you

Day by day I'm drifting away
Never knowing what to seek
Time after time I keep asking why
Why I feel so weak

Day by day I'm drifting away
Never knowing what to seek
Time after time I keep asking why
Why I feel so weak......

I forgive you
For the things you've done
I just need you
Can't get you off my mind
Living without you is
killing me
I hate you
For the things you've said
But I still love you
Can't get you off my mind
Living without you is
killing me

I wanna feel you
Touching me, holding me
Feel the flames
Go higher
Love, lust, desire

I forgive you
For the things you've done
But I still need you
Can't get you off my mind...

Elämä on vitun hienoa....Aiheutan vaa tuskaa muille näemmä...oon ihan vitun eksyksissä mut mitä sitte...ite oon polkuni valinnu....selviinkö hengis, en tiedä mut aika näyttää...Nyt mennää näin ja nimeltä mainitsematon vastakkaisen sukupuolen edustaja saa luvan myös olla asiast tietoinen et oli viimine kerta ku metsästää mua ku en oo viikkoo ilmotellu itestäni...ajattele viikkoon!!!!!MITÄ SITTE...Tää on mun elämäni täl hetkel ja ja teen ihan just mitä itte vittu haluan...LIFE IS JUST A DREAM BEFORE DEATH!!!!!!

oli ja meni...ikävä jäi...rakastan edelleen...mikään ei kiinnosta ja päivät kuluu kiukutellessa milloin mistäkin...Olet edellee se ainoa, tahdon sun tietävän sen.. :'(

I was running away from you
Every day was dark and blue
You were always on my mind
My precious
It's the fate that I can't find

I miss you
I need you
My heart is burning with this love
It makes me want you even more

I was hiding the love from you
Every night was dark and blue
Now I'm trying to start all over
I surrender to your heat

-Lullacry: i want you-

en poistu milloinkaan viereltäs...tiedä se vaikka kaikki on sekavaa ja synkkää....merkitset aivan liikaa jotta voisin vaan antaa olla...tiedät sen itsekkin... <3