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i cought on to the way you smile,
love could only last a while,
i couldn't love
i couldn't touch
the situation was too much

I've got this friend who makes me feel
She say she's a friend but poison inside
She stand between duty & loyalty
She thinks that I can wait

But while I'm waiting she choke me again
I would never promise to you
I know you would make me belive
You try to make me your slave

'See you later, tomorrow, next year'
I have washed my face with the acid from my eyes
Wake me up now until it's too late
She lies in his own sorrow, tired & alone
And think she can make me belive & understand
Clock throws her away

She's so much changed than I can't sleep
She's a lier in her dreams
Take a step outside yourself
'See you later, Goodbye'

They look through the glasses
of Time
mirrors of Night

Shadows of Twilight
running over
my body and mind
bringing messages of terror
and Ancient fright

only Light
that dark Night

is the Book of Ancient Truth
between my cold hands

I feel alive
I feel dead
I feel you far
I feel you close

Every day
Every week
Forever
In my heart

Please don´t touch me, touching hurts
Love and hate are the same words
First you kiss, then you hit
I´m just a toy for your fist

I know you´re sorry, so am I
But I can´t life this old lie
You hurt me once, you hurt me twice
And I can´t even ask you why

You think love is just a game
And in that game you cause me pain
When I´m tired you say I´m cold
You make me think this is my own fault

How can you act that way
I can´t believe those things you say
You´re so mean, I´m afraid
All I can do is to obey

These wounds of mine hurt all the time
You just tell me not to cry
Can´t show my tears, the pain inside
I´m always wrong and you are right

What will you do if I run away
Will you hunt me down, call me names
Will you take that knife, cut so deep
Smile and hope that you´ll make me weep

A new day damned to be blessed comes after a long, cold, hard night
Another morning of joy rises above that damned red sky
The sun fills the world with light when the moon hides away
But yesterday just fades away, brings a blessed, brand new day

When the sun rises a child is born, when it goes down an old man dies
There is a time to live and time to go, and today may be my time to die
Filled with pain, filled with sorrow I wait for my heart to stop
But in the end I exept my faith, and be thankful for what I´ve got.

She danced on the stars
Slept on the clouds
Sat on the moon
And walked on the sun

She talked with the trees
Cried with the rain
Smiled with the flowers
Her home was a cave

She loved the nature
Worshiped the mother
Feared the thunder
Who was her father

The spirit of wind
The spirit of of fire
The spirit of earth
The spirit of water

She flew with the wind
Dived to the fire
Kissed the earth
And drowned in the water

The blood on her hands
The impression on her face
The rage in her eyes
The emptiness inside

The man lying on the floor
The birds singing outside
The child crying in the corner
The woman shouting why

The cops on the door
The silence in the house
The awful feeling of waiting
The voice yelling come out

The man in the bodybag
The child in the orphanage
The woman in the courtroom
The judge saying guilty

The rope around her neck
The last words on her lips
"I never meant this to happen
Oh God, please forgive"

Angel of darkness, give me the strength
Give me the power to face my end

I´ll give you my soul, I´ll give you my heart
I´ll turn my back to light and God

Take my blood, hear my wish
Kiss the death onto my lips

I´ve lost the hope, the will to live
There´s nothing more that I can give

Hide the Sun and bring me the Moon
Kill me now, enjoy of my doom

Curse the day that I was born
I blame myself, it´s my own fault.

I´ve been crying since the day of my birth
Wept too long, so many times been hurt
Feels like I´m carrying all the sins of the world
But yet I´m a child, just a little girl

No more tears I will cry in my time
My tears are gone, all the drops have dried
This is my oat: I will not cry
And if I do, I will die

The very first time I opened my eyes
I let out a scream and started to cry
And when my death comes for me
Not a single tear on my face you´ll see

Crying is for the dumb and the weak
But weak and dumb I will not be!