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Are we friends
Or are we not?
You told me once
But I forgot
Tell me now
And tell me true
So I can say
I'm here for you
Of all the I've ever met
You're the one I won't forget
And if I die
Before you do
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you
I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss
Of everything
Just to prove
My friendship is true
To have a friend like you

Do you know how hard hits death of your friend?
Do you know how dark its before death?
Do you know how sad it is to your friends if you kill your self?
Do you know how painful is to wait for death in batlefield?
Do you know when death comes?
Do you know how lonely its before death?
Do you know when you die?

If im injured would you try to heal my vounds,
Would you be healer of my dark soul?
If i ask for help would you give me your helping hand?
If im injured deadly and i say leave me to die alone would you leave?
Or would you stay with me to death?
Would you come and help me to get me back to my feets?
If im making death and ask to kill me would you do what i sayd?
Would you help if i began to bleed?
Would you give light to my dark soul?

After the long night,
all what I can see,
is pure white sky.
It`s so light,
that it makes me feel
like blind.

Maybe it should
gave some hope
to my tired heart.
And make little bit easier,
to live here under
the most brilliantly
darkest sky.

But all what it
gave to me
was death
that carried all along
sorrow, anger, and heartache.>

My true shape as a human being
is something that I cannot deny.
If I try hide it
from my friends,
I just get hurt twice more.

Hole my life
I have watched
world behind the blue eyes.
I have been so blind,
that I haven`t
faced the true.

But now I understand
that pain is that
matter of case
what makes it possible
live here,
in this cruel world.

This time
it is the severed child holding the knife
a paragon of vengeance
fingers curled around the hilt
eyes cold with selfassurance
Feel;
the chilled blade is soothing to touch
sharpened with care
to bite through skin flesh and bone
deep into the darkness behind the eyes
we call soul and spirit
This time
there will be no holding back
no hypocritical mercy

See the dust rise like a wave
in the wasteland
cling to your clothes and your hair
chafe your throat
with every shallow gasp for breath
See the black sun up high
that grants its bleak light reluctantly
to this monochromatic world
Reality without colour or life
Ashes to ashes
and dust to dust
when all that mattered crumbles
all emotion is stillborn

Your love is my shield,
your trust is my steed,
your spirit is my blade,
your faith is the wind behind my back,
your lips are the banner i carry on this bloody field,
your breath is my spirit,
touch of your skin is my honor,
seeing you again is my bravery..

but if i fail on my task to never betray, never stop protecting you, if i failÂ… . then shall it be that

Your fear is my tremble,
your distrust is the blade of my enemies,
your hate is the foe holding the sword,
your pain is the battle i lost,
your sorrow is the wound fatal to me,
me without you is the abyss that awaits me after..

Look into the dark eyes of pain and you can see your eyes,
Search through the dark faces and you can see your lies,
Feel the cold of the night on your neck and you know your all alone,
Touch the ground as you slowly fall,
Touch the face of those fallen before you,
Dirt hits your face just like those who walk on you,
Blood covers your hands like those you've betrayed,
See them smile as they lower your grave,
Smile from where you are because your grave is lowered,
From hell watch them lower your grave.

I stare at my face in the mirror
Yet I cannot see the lies
Or the pain within my heart
Blinded by memories of the past,
I gaze into the void of nothingness
Hidden within these deep blue eyes of mine
Staring back at me from its reflection

My hatred is gone
All that's left is emptiness and sorrow
Now flowing through my veins, poisoning my mind
Teardrops of ice are blurring my reflection
Drowning it in silent grief

Lost behind the lies, never to return
Can't you hear my cries?
My soul was left to burn
I'm falling through the mirror
To a world beyond

I open up my window
Welcoming the cold, moonlit night
I reach for the pale reflection of the sun
It's taking me forth on a journey
A journey to the world of twilight

Nightfall, take my hand
Guide me away to the stars
I fall into oblivion
Frozen tears are in my eyes
As I now close them to dream away
Slowly drifting forth into the shadows