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You were such a forgiving person, I just hope that you can forgive me. And you were always so strong I just can't believe that you could take your own life away because of me.
So I guess this is the goodbye then. I love you so much. I would have want to be with you.

Sleep well Kieron ♥

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I looked for him but did not find him. I called him but he did not answer. There is no fear in love. Cause fear is punishment and it has no place in perfect love.

- Not my John Paul. He has done nothing wrong.
What have you done to me?

- Look I'm sorry

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Joo kiva Kieron on tuol Nialin armoilla ja JP o nussimas Craigin kanssa. JP sometimes you do things that makes me hate you. :(

- It's you it's always been you. Joo JP haista vittu ku et osaa mitään. Craig tulee takas ja sit oot ihan sen itserakkauden lumoissa.

Tosi ristiriitasta ku tykkään John paulist ja Craigist tosi paljon mut samalla vihaan niitä ku ne satuttaa kaikkia.

Miss you Spike and Kieron. You were 100 times better than Craig.

- If you love me you will marry me next week. You cant make that promise can you?
ISO HILJAISUUS
- It's over isnt it?

Toi oli miljoona kertaa surullisempaa ku JP ja Craig. Ku Kieron oli niin raukka. :( Miks ei JP sanonu mitään??? Se oli ihan tyhmä.

Menen nurkkaan itkemään

Oltiin saran kanssa kirppiksellä heti aamusta. :) Seikkailtiin vähän edes takaisin ratikoilla ja busseilla mikä oli välillä vähän turhauttavaa.
Sit huomasin ku olin jo kotiin päin lähdössä että mulla oli semmonen pinkki post it lappu selässä jossa luki KÄYTTÄMÄTÖN 3 e. Sara oli saanu sen yhen mekon mukana ja se oli kuulemma ollu aika kauan mun takissa kiinni. :'D

Mulla oli kiivaa ja sara tulee kohta meille taas. : )

En haluis kattoo seuraavaa kohtausta ku se on niin surullinen. Kieron on niiin ihuna ja söpö ni sille ei sais käydä noin. :(

Every time I rise I see you falling
Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart
Every time I rise I see you falling
Can you find me space
Find me space

- I love you with all my heart. You changed my life. But I know that I deserve better.

- Dont leave me John Paul

This makes me so sad

- It's me your youngest funniest good looking son.

Fuuck you. U are so stupid. And your mother's a bitch.

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John paul o niin sinisilmäinen miks se kestää tota paskaa. Tai siis ei se sit lopulta kestäkkää. Mutku se uskoo Craigin juttuuu se luulee et se voi olla sen kaa nyt.

Repesin ku Sarah käyttäyty ku joku juoppo juoru eukko. : -- D

Mua ärsyttää hollyoaksis Hannah ja sarah koska ne kokoajan ruikuttaa. Mut sit äsken järkytyin ku john paul ärsytti mua. :O Mun ihana JP. Mutku se kokoajan hokee kaikille WE LOVE EACHOTHER.

No ei kukaa ees tajuu mitä selitän mutku tykkään kirjotella tänne ja lukee niit myöhemmin ite. :D


Nii ja Craig o sekoboltsi onneks se sit vähän aikuistuu siel Dublinis.

'yeah, I really, um, I really, I really wanted to kind of like,
to capture some kind of like moment, but maybe it's better if I'm sober...'

Wake up in the morning, I look at my clock
it's way past noontime, I'm late for work.
Tell me what have I done wrong?
nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking
too long

Go to fix me some breakfast, I ain't got no food
take me a shower, the water don't feel no good.
Tell me what have I done wrong?
and nothing can go right with me must be that I've been smoking
too long

I got opium in my chimney, no other life to choose
nightmares made of hash dreams, the devil in my shoes.
What have I done wrong?
yeah nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking
too long

When I'm smoking, smoking, put my worries on a shelf
try not to think about nothing, don't wanna see myself
What have I done wrong?
and nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking
too long

In this blues I'm singing, there's a lesson to be learned
you go round smoking, you're gonna get burned
Fuck me what have I done wrong?
nothing can go right with me must be that I've been smoking
too long
too long.

I want a lover I don't have to love,
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck.
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here,
But I'm not sure.
I've got the money
If you've got the time.
You said, "It feels good."
I said "I'll give it a try."

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You write such pretty words,
But life's no storybook.
Love's an excuse to get hurt.
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do.
Then hurt me,
Then hurt me,
Then hurt me...

Toin ihana biisi. : >