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>>Jokelan Koulun 7.11.07 uhrien puolesta.

Kun luet tämän viestin, vietä muutaman minuutin hiljaisuus heille, ketkä menehtyivät Jokelan ampumakohtauksessa. Kun olet viettänyt hiljaisuutta, kopioi tämä viesti ja lisää se omaan päiväkirjaasi. Menehtyneet ansaitsevat hiljaisuuden.

Huomen illalla sytytämme muistokynttilän Jokelan kouluammuskelun uhreille keittiön
ikkunalle klo 18.

Olethan sinäkin muistamassa nuoria koululaisia ja opettajaaa, jotka vielä keskiviikkoaamuna
uskoivat elämään ja tulevaisuuteen.

uskallatko

Katsotaan kuinka monta tuntematonta tai tuntemaani ihmistä uskaltaa sanoa ''moi'' päiväkirjaani.
Sit kopioi omaan päiväkirjaa jos oot sanonu ''moi'

>>että tämmönen tälläkertaa....

Mieti, jos et kopioi ja kuoletki, siinä voit sit vaan ittees syyttää urpo.

Sinä joka luet tätä, jos et kopioi tätä omaan päiväkirjaasi niin kuolet ensi viikon torstaina...

Kirjoita kommentti

>>eilen tähän aikaan olin kaupassa ja ihan maassa... oli kaamee olla..
5min ennen ku menin kauppaan vastasin vääräl äänel sävyl("SELVÄ") ja siit se alko...
tosiaan vastasin puhelimeen ja meni 2minuuttii niin tuli niin masentava tekstari("on vissiin hyvä päivä,ei nähä") et huh...menin kauppaan,ostin jotain ja olin maassa...siit 20min myöhemmin kävelin kotia kohti,kunnes soitin Anitalle ja 2min myöhemmin olin sen oven takana,sitä ennen näin naapurin mummon haahuilevan rappukäytävässä ja se lähti seuraan mua...KOP KOP ja Anita avaa oven..siitä 2 min ja ovikello soi...kuka? Naapurin mummo ja 10e vailla Anitalta lainaan..Ei tipu.
Olen Anitalla 20-25 min ja lähen kotiin...koitan soittaa viestin lähettäneelle henkilölle,ei vastaa...soitan uudelleen,eikä vastaa...odotan 55min ja soitan ei vastaa...Laitan viestin,ei vastaa..Laitan toisesta puhelimesta viestin,1min myöhemmin tulee viesti("turhaan soitat,en puhu sun kaa") joka masentaa lisää..siit alkaa puolen tunnin mittainen tekstarisota("mitkä vitun...")("ne on mun")("voin antaa rahat")("sinä huusit kans..toivottavasti joskus puhut..")....tapellaan ilman sanoi..tuntuu pahalta,itkettää ja silti täytyy laittaa niit viestei,koitan kirjoittaa niin ettei se toinen pahota mieltään...samalla haukun Jannen mesellä...voi Janne rukkaa ku se ain joutuu mun vitutuksen purun kohteeksi..Janne kysyy:"miksi..?mikä on?kerro nyt?se helpottaa"ja minä vastaaan:"tukehu pullaas..v*t*u et vihaan sua..en enää oo sun kamu yms.."ja silti Janne kuuntelee..
Sit päätän et tää tekstari sota loppuu ja kaikki on ohi..soitan Jennille voiko se käydä mun kaa yhes paikassa ja Jenni suostuu...tekstari sota loppuu siihen ja tää kaikki muukin ku seison ruusupenkissä..on paha olla ja sattuu..
Tulen kotiin,masentaa ja on paha olla..soitan Ipelle,jutellaan ja jutellaan,mietitään ja ajatellaan..sanon:"se on loppu ny"
Lähen Anitalle..puhun viel ipen kaa puhelimessa,painan hissin tilaus nappulaa,suljen puhelun...AHAA,mulle on viesti...Viesti joka sotkee kaiken sen mitä päätin jo..luen viestin:"Eikä ollu tarkoitus että pahoitat mielesi,työhommat vituttaa sen verran paljon että parempi olla yksin kotona,tuntuu palavan päreet pienemmästäkin asiasta.." ja tuoloin kello on 20:45:22.
Istun portaille pimeässä ja koitan soittaa viestin lähettäjälle kysyäkseni vaan että onko kaikki ok? mutta hän ei vastaa:(
Painan taas hissin tilaus nappia,joku sytyttää käytävään valot..istun edelleen paikallaan..menen Anitalle,koputan oveen useamman kerran,kunnes se avautuu ja kävelemme parvekkeelle..2min myöhemmin ovikello soi..kuka? emme tiedä ei se vastannu ku kysyimme..
Syömme pizzaa,otamme juomaa..värjäämme uudet tukat,katomme leffaa ja BB:t..kirjoitan pari viestii...olo alkaa olla jo suhkot normi ja pelleilemme Anitan kanssa..Anitan puhelin soi..ja se tulee Anitalle..PASKAA PASKAA PASKAA PASKAA ja sitähän ropisee niskaan..haukkuja,solvauksii ja uhkauksii,tulen kotiin ja taas itkettää..pelottaa..vaikka oikeesti mun ei tarvis pelätä,mut nyt pelkään..Iitu nuolasee poskee ja kattoo et onko kaikki ok?se ihmettelee mikä on..se haluaa ulos,mutta en uskalla mennä sinne..Silloin puhelin soi..näytössä tuttu numero*huokaus*,vastaaan,sielä tuttu ääni..sanon että en sano mitään etten sano väärin..puhelimesta kuuluu ääni :" ei sun tarvi pelätä,onko se viel siel?tuu tänne taxil ja ota mun auto niin tuun mörön syötiksi"-oikeestikko?kysyn...
soitan taksin ja menen odottamaan sitä ulos,pelottaa taas,tuntuu et joku kattoo mua..olen ihan varma..onneksi taksi tulee ja pääsen matkaan..tulen perille ja saan auton avaimet..olo alkaa kohenemaan..se välittää sittenkin..ajamme kohti ouluntullia,pakko saada tupakkaa ja kahvia,aamukahvia klo:02.00..katsomme toisiamme..siinä se on...*huokaus* se pyytää anteeksi ja must tuntuu et sydän tulee nielusta ulos..enää ei pelota...lähdemme taas moottoritielle ja kotia kohti..kyl tää uus auto on kiva ja se kysyy monta kertaa tykkäänkö siitä? miksi en tykkäis,se on unelma...
Tulemme kotii,käytämme koiraa ulkona,enää ei pelota,pimeään on hyvä mennä ku se on mukana.."sua ei kiusaa ja pelottele kukaan..mie lupaan sen" ja sit kävelemme sumussa käsi kädessä..must tuntuu et se välittää sittenkin...
tulemme kotiin ,katsomme leffaa...Haluan ruokaa ja menemme hakemaan sitä Grilliltä..
Syömme koko perhe koossa sohvalla...Iitukin näyttää tyytyväiseltä,eikä sitäkään pelota..
Menemme nukkumaan,...käperrymme saman peiton alle,on lämmintä,kaikki ok...nukumme..ja nukumme,tulee Tekstari ja kello on jotain yheksän,ÄÄSSHH,pakko nousta ja lukee,taas ketutus nousee..no joo joo...kaikki ihan ok...Juttelen Jannen kanssa...eikä se ees muista(kai) että olin ilkee...Lähdemme ajeleen...tulemme kotiin...ovikello soi..Siel on se..Haukkuja...tulee pyytään anteeksi ,mut sanon että en anna ,ainakaan viel...olis miettiny ennen ku avautuu...se suuttuu ku en anna anteeksi,aivan sama...senku mököttää...
Lähdemme taas ajelemaan,käyn töissä..tulemme kotiin..olemme vaan... ja kaikkee sitä sattuu 24tunnin aikana...

*~Hän uskoi ihmisiin,
koska sydän sanoi niin
ja siksi hän aina pettyi unelmiin.
Hän ei uskonut itseensä,
mutta hän uskoi tunteisiin,
siksi häntä aina sattui uudelleen;uudelleen

Hän uskoi ihmisiin,
koska sydän sanoi niin
ja siksi hän aina pettyi unelmiin.
Hän ei uskonut itseensä,
mutta hän uskoi tunteisiin,
siksi häntä aina sattui uudelleen;uudelleen~*

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>>tässä mun päästöyoditus tältä päivää :
PERUSKOULUN PÄÄTTÖTODISTUS

Äidinkieli.................... 10
Englanti...................... 10
Ruotsi......................... 8
Matematiikka.................. 10
Fysiikka ja kemia............. 10
Biologia ja maantieto......... 10
Historia ja yhteiskuntaoppi.... 7
Uskonto....................... 10
Liikunta ja terveystieto....... 8
Musiikki...................... 10
Kotitalous.................... 10
Käsityö: tekninen työ......... 10
Kuvataide...................... 5
Käytös ja huolellisuus........ 10

Keskiarvo.................... 9,1

käy sinäkin testaamassa itsesi: http://www2.hs.fi/extrat/hsfi/omaelama/peruskoulutesti/

~~ Laura Voutilainen - Rakkautta ei piiloon saa ;

Eilen sen viimein näin
Sä luotani lähdit, oveni suljit
Yksin mä tänne jäin
Ja kylmyyttä pelkään, hämärän selkään
Mä katosin, mä hajosin,
Kun putosin, et tullut sä vastaan

kertosäe:
Pimeys päiviä piilottaa,
Mutta rakkautta ei piiloon saa
Sylisi muisto mua koskettaa
Kovempaa, kovempaa, kovempaa
Vielä voinko sen sulle mä tunnustaa?
Voinko kaiken saada mä muuttumaan?
Pimeä päiväni varjo mua
Haluaa, haluaa, haluaa

Asema hiljainen
Kiireiset hahmot sekoittaa pääni
Joukossa ihmisten
Sinunko kasvot? Sinunko ääni?
Mä katoan, mä hajoan
Jos putoan, niin tuletko vastaan?

kertosäe

Pimeys päiviä piilottaa,
Mutta rakkautta ei piiloon saa
Sylisi muisto mua koskettaa
Kovempaa, kovempaa, kovempaa

Oletko siellä, jos putoan? (Jos putoan, jos putoan)
Tuletko vielä, jos putoan? (Jos putoan, jos putoan)

kertosäe ~~

~ rajan ylitit
aivan liian myöhään tajusit
kylmää kiveä mun sydämeni on
suunnan kadotit
tahdon äänen hiljaa vaiensit
kulman takana jo olet huoleton
pois kun kävelit syytä kerro et
kesken jääneen leikin aiot viedä päätökseen

ei, ei se mennyt niin
toisiltamme eksyttiin
ei se mennyt niin
sä tiedät syyn, sä tiedät syyn

mitä odotit
sano vielä mitä halusit
jos tän kerran voisit olla koruton
kuka teki sen
teki susta uuden ihmisen
sysipimeä sun omatunto on
pois kun kävelet syytä kerro et
kesken jääneen leikin elän yksin uudelleen

ei, ei se mennyt niin
toisiltamme eksyttiin
ei se mennyt niin
sä tiedät syyn, sä tiedät syyn

en tunne sinua kun seisot vasten minua
ja kuulen miten kaiken menetän
ei löydy sanoja kun koettelet rajoja
mun elämän

ei, ei se mennyt niin
toisiltamme eksyttiin
ei se mennyt niin
sä tiedät syyn, sä tiedät

ei, ei se mennyt niin
toisiltamme eksyttiin
ei se mennyt niin
sä tiedät syyn, sä tiedät syyn ~

* anna eriksson*

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