Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
For this, I gave up trying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds