I don't want to see your face again, not like this
I don't have to see you in this place, in this place I don't want to see your face again, face again
I will not be ashamed, not now
This time I won't be ashamed of it
This time I won't make it change myself
This time I will make myself believe
My heart, it won't break this time
won't be left behind
I won't be so shy I won't let you win this time
Lying all alone, wishing you would call Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones You gave it all up, you threw it all away
There's nothing I can do
What do I think you've done?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head
You don't believe me when I tell you I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine I won't be here when you get home I'm not gonna sit here and die
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine
You read me like a book You know I'm running out of legs to stand on
I won't believe you when you tell me These old habits die so hard There's not intervention in sight
There's no point in calling you
We're just gonna stand here and fight
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine
You fill my head with endless lies You're killing me, I'm killing time I'll be just fine
So maybe one day the pain will go away
And I will see your face I won't even care I'm changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine
You fill my head with endless lies You're killing me, I'm killing time I'll be just fine