I can't tell if you're laughing between each smile there's a tear in your eye
there's a train leaving town in an hour
it's not waiting for you and neither am I
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
With all these leftover feelings of you
'Cause I don't know
And tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When all these nightmares become real
'Cause I don't know
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
Why, oh why Why does my heart ache like this
I tell you that everything's fine and behave coldly
I act outrageous and disagreeable
But it's a bluff, at most
Why am I starting to cry I can't even look squarely at his face
Tomorrow for sure, even more than yesterday
I want us to become more than just friends
Tomorrow for sure, and in my dreams for sure
These feelings of love will shine brilliantly
Why, oh why
Why can't I tell you what's in my heart