all alone again searching for something
there's no one left to save me now
i won't be afraid i just thought you'd catch me
but you're not here to save me now
''i was like ‘obsessed’ with him and forced myself
to look like him at any cost, wanted to look me in the mirror and
see him, to feel him closer to me. i was madly in love and i still am,
but less obsessive. i learned to be myself now.''