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Minua v*tuttaa ja masentaa. :(

Way to go. \,,/

Jotku tietää syyn jotku ei. Ja niille ei kerrota.

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide


'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding!
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright

Did you ever think you could change the world
The world will change you, it will break you down
It's calling me, my misery
what you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
what you gonna do, what you gonna do what you gonna do

What is wrong with the world today
If it's all it's gonna be the I don't wanna stay
We don't care, we don't hear, we don't see, we just live our lives in hypocrisy
Blinded by our greediness and our souls filled with emptiness
I had enough, it goes on and on
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do

Did you ever think you could change the world
The world will change you, it will break you down
Is it me, who can't be, that I want to believe
Life's too short to disagree
Fear of living alone, fear of growing up all broke
Over and over again, these scary thought just hunt me down
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do

mul on vähä hassu olo täl hetkel. Ei sitä osaa selittää. Enkä jaksa selittää. V*ttu.

Oh, the wind whistles down
the cold dark street tonight
And the people they were dancing
to the music vibe
And the boys chase the girls with the curls in their hair
While the shy tormented youth sit way over there
And the songs they get louder
Each one better than before

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning
And your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning
And your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

Where you gonna sleep tonight?

So you're heading down the road in your taxi for four
And you're waiting outside Jimmy's front door
But nobody's in and nobody's home till four
So you're sitting there with nothing to do
Talking about Robert Riger and his motley crew
And where you're gonna go and where you're gonna sleep tonight

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning
And your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning
And your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

Where you gonna sleep tonight?

Niin kaukana oot minusta
Olen rikki kuin lasi, lyöty raudalla
Sä et tajua, kuinka vituttaa

Kyyneleet mun silmiäni väsyttää
Viilenee ja hengitys höyryää

Yöt mietin, miks sä meet?
Tuska viiltää, miksi tunnen sen?

Huone täynnä kylmää,
Kun et oo mun luonani.
Ilma on kylmää,
Kun et hengitä iholleni.
Niin helvetin kylmää,
Kun et oo mun kanssani.
Liian kylmää,
Kun en tunne lämpöäsi.

Ja pyörä pyörii taas, en voi unohtaa.
Vaikka koitan haavojani parantaa,
Ne aukeaa aina uudestaan.

Kyyneleet mun silmiäni väsyttää
Viilenee ja hengitys höyryää

Yöt mietin, miks sä meet?
Tuska viiltää, miksi tunnen sen?

Huone täynnä kylmää,
Kun et oo mun luonani.
Ilma on kylmää,
Kun et hengitä iholleni.
Niin helvetin kylmää,
Kun et oo mun kanssani.
Liian kylmää,
Kun en tunne lämpöäsi.

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Niin monet kerrat oon pettäny itseni
Leikkinyt että mä olisin joku muu
Miksei kukaan tuu
Ja pelasta mua pulasta, opasta oikeelle kadulle,
estä hukkumasta hulluuteen, pahuuteen
Kompastun pohjaan, uppoon, kastun läpimäräks
Ja kun takas astun valon nään, onko ketään
Jäljellä joka vois anteeksi antaa mun pienuuden
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En mä osaa muuta olla
Vaikka yrittäisin kuinka, ei se onnistu pakolla
En mä pysty muuksi muuttuu
Vaikka tahtoisin niin paljon multa voimat puuttuu

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Kenen syy, ettei voi hyväksyy
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En mä osaa muuta olla
Vaikka yrittäisin kuinka, ei se onnistu pakolla
En mä pysty muuksi muuttuu
Vaikka tahtoisin niin paljon multa voimat puuttuu

Leikittäiskö hetken aikaa että mäkin oisin viaton, täysin liaton
Ja syytön etten koskaan olisi *tahallani ollutkaan* niin julkee
Koitan sulkee silmäni, kulkee eteenpäin katselematta sivuille
Ja *taakse, * mä tahtosin unohtaa, tää tie johtaa vain alas,
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En mä osaa muuta olla
Vaikka yrittäisin kuinka, ei se onnistu pakolla
En mä pysty muuksi muuttuu
Vaikka tahtoisin niin paljon multa voimat puuttuu

En mä osaa-aaa...
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