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mul on ollu pari kolme viikkoo yskä ni sit olin eilen syömäs ja olin just nielasemas ja rupes yskittää ni vedin vahingos ruokaa henkitorvee ni meinasin tukehtua.

Alko jo silmist valuu vettä ja meinas paniikki tulla ja yritin väkisin ottaa ilmaa.

Oli muuten tosi lähel etten saanu ollenkaa ilmaa.

Ja työkaverit tokas nauraen. "Hei älä nyt työaikana tukehu...kotona vasta" :D reps

I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine

I'm crying,I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying

Kumpikaan meistä ei oo
Eikä ollut kultaa
Vaikka me niin annettiin
Olettaa

Ei huomattu lainkaan
Et kuinka ollaan velkaa
Kuin vasta nyt kun nenää
Siihen painetaan

Kumpikin toistaan paremmin
Tiesi jokaisen vaiheen
Kumarrettiin kuvaa peilissä

Pahempi toistaan kumpikin on
Ja kuinka nyt ne tappaa toisiaan
Sokeina toistaa lausetta samaa
Kuinka ne on tässä oikeessa
Rumempi toistaan kumpikin teko
Eikä niitä tekemättömiksi saa
Eikä ne huomaa, kumpikin on
Vain pahempi toistaan

Varmoina voimasta
Ja niin helvetin ylpeet
Ilmeet kasvoilla
Me kaaduttiin

Synnytä uudestaan
Ei muuta kuin lauluissa
Kun jokaiselle jää
Laskut huveistaan

Kuningas ilman valtikkaa
Kuin on kuningatarkin
Vielä kumartavat peileilleen

Pahempi toistaan kumpikin on
Ja kuinka nyt ne tappaa toisiaan
Sokeina toistaa lausetta samaa
Kuinka ne on tässä oikeessa
Rumempi toistaan kumpikin teko
Eikä niitä tekemättömiksi saa
Eikä ne huomaa, kumpikin on
Vain pahempi toistaan

Katkeemaan ei sitä mitenkään saa
Turhempaa ei oo olemassakaan
Huomaa vaan, kun joku sanoo jotain
Sellaista, mitä kuulla haluaa
Ei haittaa, onko edes tottakaan
Oikeuttaa kalleintansa tuhlaamaan

Pahempi toistaan kumpikin on
Ja kuinka nyt ne tappaa toisiaan
Sokeina toistaa lausetta samaa
Kuinka ne on tässä oikeessa
Rumempi toistaan kumpikin teko
Eikä niitä tekemättömiksi saa
Eikä ne huomaa, kumpikin on
Vain pahempi toistaan

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine.

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Minua v*tuttaa ja masentaa. :(

Way to go. \,,/

Jotku tietää syyn jotku ei. Ja niille ei kerrota.

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide


'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding!
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright

Did you ever think you could change the world
The world will change you, it will break you down
It's calling me, my misery
what you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
what you gonna do, what you gonna do what you gonna do

What is wrong with the world today
If it's all it's gonna be the I don't wanna stay
We don't care, we don't hear, we don't see, we just live our lives in hypocrisy
Blinded by our greediness and our souls filled with emptiness
I had enough, it goes on and on
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do

Did you ever think you could change the world
The world will change you, it will break you down
Is it me, who can't be, that I want to believe
Life's too short to disagree
Fear of living alone, fear of growing up all broke
Over and over again, these scary thought just hunt me down
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's calling me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do
It's hunting me, my misery
What you gonna do, what you gonna do, what you gonna do

mul on vähä hassu olo täl hetkel. Ei sitä osaa selittää. Enkä jaksa selittää. V*ttu.