while you try to play it cool.
you can hide behind your stories.
but don't take me for a fool.
i know me better.
i won't be as bitter.
in my own heaven.
i'll be gone forever.
won't fall back never.
i won't crack ever.
won't look back never.
no reason to lie.
no need to pretend.
i'm gratefull to die.
to live once again.
i'm fearless to fly.
and reach for the end.
i might as well take a gun
and put it to his head.
get it over with.
i don't wanna do this.
...anymore.