Nice, the 'I hate myself' feeling is coming back.
Everytime I pass by a mirror or something that I can see myself from,
the sight makes me want to cry.
And I blame me of what I look like.
And what I feel for other people.
I don't deserve your time or caring, just go away and have a good life.
I know that I could do something about it,
but I don't have the inspiration in that right now.
It's going to be awhile, when I can get my confidence back.
And I'll wait.
But meanwhile I hate myself so much, that you'll start to hate me, too.
"Oh my god, don't whine all the time!" you'll say and turn away.
But I deserve it.