Dear Mom,
By the time you read this, I'll be gone.
I just want you to know that there's
nothing you could done to stop this.
I know you always tried your best for me,
and if anyone doubts you, just show
them this letter.
I don't know if I can really explain why I did this.
I guess it's because I know that I'll never be happy.
I know that every day of my life will hurt and
be a lot more bad than good. It's entirely
a matter of, What's the point of living?