you were the only one for me, before you found someone else.
you lie and cheat, we all know that, you are so fucking crazy, we all know that too.
you dont have heart or feelings, yes we know that.
now my life is perfekt, i have friends and family, they love me so much,
more than I could ever imagine.
i have people who really care me, they really care.
they dont play with me, like you did.
but why i'm feeling so alone now? cause you're not here anymore.
you left me alone and I'm thankful for you about it.
our time is over now and i even don't want it back.
but you're not full of shit, when we were together, you took me with you, held me, kissed me, huged me. you got me feel that i'm perfekt.
when you were with me, we forgot everybody else
we have lovely time
we just fly away
far away
when you were with me you said that you wanna marry me
you said that i'm your little angel
you said i'm your only one, i'm the most important person in your life
you said that you don't know what to do if i leave you, if i go
away..
when we grow up we get children, maybe one or two,
we'll happy together.
you throwing all away, i know that you aren't even sorry,
when you read this, you just laugh.
when we broken up, you cry, you can't even said a word to me
you are so feeble.
i said before that you are so strong when you survived by the accident and still smile, be happy
but in these days i have know that you aren't strong.
you just throwing away all the people who love you most.
you do it all the time, again and again.
we all know that you cant change anymore
you cant change never, you know it yourself too
i'm so sorry, that you dont get good life.
maybe somebody says that it's not fair
just say that you'll never change, you dont have good life.
i believed it before, now i want just tell the truth.
when i say this, i dont want to be a queen or something like that
i dont want that "oh yes now everybody hates me"
i really dont care what you say.
but life isn't football game,
people aren't footballs what we kicking around the ground.
life isn't cardplay,
it doesn't matter how good cards you have.
this is real life, real people.
i'm sad that you havent understand it.
i'm really sorry.
and now i can just be thankful, that you keep my memories strong and warm.
you'll always be in my heart remind me what was it like when someone are really sick.
what was it like when someone really dont have heart or feelings.
and after all I arrange my life that i never follow same roads than you.
i will never look back.