i know i hurt you.
but this is the way i am.
can't change it.
why won't you understand?
i hide myself.
in my hurting words.
so i don't have to deal.
with my cutting swords
of emotions.
that rip me apart.
you're the only one.
i can talk to at all.
you do not deserve it.
i know it dear.
but still don't leave me.
i ask you please.
:/