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*Dear diary of thoughts... wtf?Keskiviikko 20.06.2007 03:59

If something goes wrong, blame the guy who can't speak English.
a woman is like a beer. They look good, they smell good, and you'd step over your own mother just to get one!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRsqAr4S39sMaanantai 18.06.2007 16:19

<3 describes my feelings best @ this moment
I did a test, might be the most accurate I've ever done and will do. It's long, but at least I'm happy that the test is really working.

Allthough some parts are 50 to 50, as i did answer on only 155 questions and didnt do the massive 225 question test.

Sociability - friendly, open / Open for sure, deepest secrets to anyone! I donÂ’t know, guess I donÂ’t get embaressed and that lets me be free and open to any new company

Aggressiveness - mild mannered, uncompetitive / Varies, but usually if you have better car, you do! But really, nice car, crib, safe, girl and stuff. So what, I like my things they way they are

Assertiveness - controlling, aggressive / My will is always going to come true, if I try hard

Activity Level - vigorous, high energy / Anytime, any place, IÂ’m always ready. IÂ’ll always find something to do. From am to pm on the run.

Excitement-Seeking - adventurous, wild / Seeking for complicated situations and doing the most stupid things. I donÂ’t know, life has to have that little sparkle, some actions is always welcome

Enthusiasm - cheerful, optimistic / Eventually everything will be ok, we all win. I usually tell my self, in those awful situations: “maybe not now, not tomorrow, not next week, month, year, but it will… still be ok.

Trust - suspicious of others / My trust, isnÂ’t something you get just like that. It just I know this and that, keep my ears open. Not everyone is loyal.

Submissiveness - dutiful, obedient, compliant / @ 100%

Altruism - helpful, selfless, indulgent / Why not? I got will and time, and nothing to do. IÂ’ve got a good heart, but its hidden under a thick cold metal shield.

Cooperation - argumentitive, confrontational / I question you, if I donÂ’t agree. LetÂ’s do it my way? Eh?

Modesty - arrogant, self-satisfied / Ok, if IÂ’m good looking and cool, why should I hide it? I know my possibilities, but I donÂ’t ever, NEVER over estimate them.

Sympathy - callous, heartless / DonÂ’t tell me that your life is hard, mine isnÂ’t easier. Just tired of wankers that complain about things that they have caused or could change by changing themselves. I donÂ’t feel sorry for you, my life isnÂ’t made in heaven

Confidence - confident in work, egoistic / I donÂ’t question my doings, whatÂ’s done is done, I donÂ’t regread Sometimes you just donÂ’t want to look for the answers. ItÂ’s like that, and thatÂ’s the way it is.

Neatness - planner, clean, anal / I look at the mirror sometimes. Actually mirror is my friend. I donÂ’t want to look bad, but IÂ’m not a snob eather.

Dutifulness - honest, rule abiding, proper / I really try to be a good person. Even if I do some shitty things.

Achievement - driven, goal oriented / DonÂ’t change the goal, change the path!
Self-Discipline - responsible, efficient / Say it, do it, done. Hate those who donÂ’t stand behind theyÂ’re words-

Cautiousness - spontaneous, daring, reckless / Ok, I can do some crazy things in the name of love. Ok and dance in the train and act like a child, but hey, its fun.

Anxiety - relaxed, fearless / DonÂ’t be afraid, try to learn from your fear. Then youÂ’ll notice that fear actually teach you a good lessons

Volatility - calm, cool / Sometimes too cool, you donÂ’t have to yell. I havenÂ’t yelled at anyone not a single time in my life. It stupid. We can always talk like a normal people

Depression - content, balanced / I donÂ’t get depressed, and even if I do, It usually lasts from minutes to hours.

Self-Consciousness - confident, assured / Am I good or am I good.

Impulsiveness - high self control / IÂ’m controlling myself most of the times

Vulnerability - resilient, unphased / I don’t do things because “everybody wants to fuck”, so what, I want to be different
Imagination - practical, realistic / Some of us live in dreams, some of us live in realityÂ…. I personally, make my dreams appear in reality

Artistic Interests - artistic indifference / Do what you want to do, I wont judge you by that, if you a dj, cool, rapper, cool, like photographing cool.

Introspection - self searching / IÂ’m a book, I discover new page every day

Adventurousness - spontaneous, bold / Once I was going home by train, but before my train, a train to turku was leaving, I got tired of waiting, so I found my self at cafeteria in turku

Intellect - intellectual, analytical / I think, I love to think

Liberalism - progressive, open / IÂ’m curious


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Need time to think and settle down.Sunnuntai 17.06.2007 02:30

Okay, this is too familiar with me. As my point of view this is just bullshit.
Somebody needs time to get over someone, look at the future and think what you just did.

But there are three questions in these kind of situations.

1. Can you do it?
2. Do you want to do it?
3. When is the best possible moment?

When youÂ’ve answered to those questions, thereÂ’s no return.
If you can, want and you know when, whatÂ’s the point of thinking it backwards?
But all this going over is not so long time. Because if you know you did something right, no-one can convince that you did wrong. There words just vanish in the air.
Its like:

- I think youÂ’re wrong!
- So what? I know this is for my best
- But, I think you could it more carefully
- Fuck that, the result would be the same.

But actually I do get you, I donÂ’t know how long has this been going on, and how hard and hurtful it was to do it. From this point of view you are right. You do deserve some time alone. But baby, IÂ’m made in heaven, believe when I say that youÂ’ll forget about everything around you, except me.

I love surprises, IÂ’ll share some of them with you. But you know what? I think IÂ’ll start from next month. Because you do need time and I need time to an idea that you need time. Time me, time you, time us.

This time I wont get what I want, because that I want is too impossible to get.
And I donÂ’t want no fakes, the real one is inside you, make my day.

Oh, for fuck sake, it already 2-3amLauantai 16.06.2007 05:36

Today I had a wonderful evening, or no, night, as it was 12pm when I got a call from someone I didnÂ’t expect (well who do you usually expect to call after hard day of work) AMAZING that this person called. Okay, itÂ’s was kind of strange, so I answered. I was disappointed, happy, and more disappointed. Happy I was because this person that I donÂ’t know so well, actually called and asked MY help. It gave me a good feeling, cause the person could call to a hell of a lot of more people, but chose me from 200 candidates.

But still, now I wonder would he/she call me if not this urgent thing, I mean ok, I can help, but if it would not be about this “problem” would I still have the same call? Because there are two kind of people. Ones that call and talk only where they have something they need from me, those who never just… call! Its always about something they need. Then there are these real people who aren’t full of shit. The ones that call just to say hi and ask how am I.

SooooÂ… the point is, donÂ’t just always think about yourself.

And to that person: i shall apologize, when i sayd dont call me on this time anymore, I actually ment: call me anytime, and more often
Real love is more than a physical feeling. If there's even the slightest doubt in your head about a guy, then forget about it. It's not real.

ps. If you dont get it, dont even ask for translation

*Dear diary of thoughts... religionTiistai 12.06.2007 13:30

NOT EVERYTHING IS A MATTER OF OPINION!
Exemple.
Dumbass: I believe the Sun revolves around the Earth because the Bible says so.
Me: ya... ok, but... it doesn't.
Dumbass: Well that's your opinion and I've got mine.

Wonder why there are wars, terrorism, poverty and Yu-gioh in this world? It's because of retards like this! Your opinion? Your opinion is irrelevant as the shit up your ass if you're fucking ignorant like this. An (good) opinion is made of knowledge. You form an opinion, you don't get it from your ass.

I'M NOT A BIGOT BECAUSE I POINT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE DUMB AS FUCK!
Exemple.
Me: So, as I was saying, to think that the Sun revolves around the Earth is just as illogical as to think that Santa Claus exists because you got presents last Xmas.
Dumbass: You meanie! Don't insult my religion by comparing it to Santa Claus, I'm not a child.
Me: I beg to differ...

If you don't want to be threated like a child, learn to GROW THE FUCK UP!
Is it a coincidence that the poorest countries in the world are also the most religious? The lefties will say that it's capitalist exploitation. Perhaps, but it's much harder to be exploited when you don't live your life according to a fairy tale.

"Well it's a good thing I didn't go to school, get a job and made money to feed my family, otherwise I might not have gone to heaven!"

The Catholic church teach kids in all their schools in Africa and other third world countries that condoms don't protect from AIDS. That's a crime against humanity if I ever saw one and the pope and his goons should be hanged for this...

NOT EVERYONE NEEDS RELIGION, HIGHER PURPOSE OR SPIRITUALITY

First, if you think everyone needs religion or thinks that atheism and agnostism are religions, then you are terribly stupid or you have serious issues (something about your mom).

Second, sure, everyone needs something to do, but not everyone needs a fucking crusade! For most people a simple hobby is more than enough to live a very fulfilled life.

And third, bird watching is NOT spirituality!

http://www.testimaa.com/Tiistai 12.06.2007 03:27

Olet 9% massateini.

Olet 83% hyvä ihminen.

Henkinen ikäsi on 24 vuotta.

Olet 26% tylsä.

Olet 50% tosimies.

Olet 61% Elitisti.

Olet 22% insinööri.

Olet 4% kyylä.

Olet 17% inhetero.

Olet 48% vässykkä.

Kuolet 15.4.2052 .

*Dear diary of thoughts... friends.Sunnuntai 10.06.2007 03:52

Friends, who are they? What separates a good friend from a bad?
Quoting Pen & Tellers favorite line: All this is bullshit, your so fucking blind of everything, so when they tell you, you believe them. That is actually true. Nothing defines a good friend from bad, you know why? Because there aren’t good and bad friends. There are friends and just people you know, see and spend time together. Those who brag about how many friends they have are just wrong, or most of the times full of shit. As there isn’t friends and true friends, there are still just friends, to most of the people its hard to understand. I have an example, and actually its from my company. A person who claims that he has millions of friends, I believe him, I bet he has. But this person doesn’t know that sometimes too much is too much. I mean he promises, or no, to him that is not a promise if he doesn’t say “I promise”, that’s the wrong point of you, what you say, is what you do, and if you don’t, well, screw you then. But lets not talk about that. Back to topic. He says a lot of things, I can get this, bring that, but never they come accomplished. That is a first sign of a bad person. I know that you cant make to do it everything to everyone, but then its your fault, you oversee your possibilities, that is a sign of immatureness. I just wonder what does his so acclaimed “friends” think about that. I know what, NOT A THING. Why? Because they are immature too, so to them it does not matter, if he does it that way. Don’t have million friends, have few and dedicate your dignity, words and life to them. Friends are like cars, if you don’t fill them with petrol, they stop running, friendship breaks and that is that. I wonder after forgetting that, how many friends he does actually have, if you know what I mean. A friend is a guy or a girl, a man or a woman that is by your side, making your living exciting and less hard. To my friends I cant trust my life, so when I’m jumping out of the plane, I’m sure that the parachute will open, because it was put there by my friend, not some idiot. I can also tell them anything, a bank account passwords, true secrets about past, my deepest feelings… there are these things and many others that I told to them and I know that nobody else knows them, because I trust them as much as I trust my father. I know need that bullshit “promise not to tell”, because they actually have brains and know that they should not pass forward. Darkest feelings, deepest secrets. MOOONEEEYYYY!!! Usually this is the easiest thing to see what’s going on. I just borrowed 200€ from a friend, I know that he was after that left with 50€ for a week. He knows that I know. When borrowing he didn’t say a word about his money “problems”, he doesn’t have a problem yet, but I mean I just asked and he was going at atm, gave them and we talked about other subjects. Everybody knows that he’ll get his money back. Friendship mostly ends with money. But its not about the money its about trust and dedication. I know a hell of a lot of people, and even if I spend time with them, and say hi as I see on the street, I don’t consider them as friends, I mean they are company, familiars, guys, girls, a gang, brotherhood, anything, but I keep friends separate. And don’t get me wrong, I don’t define or separate or choose who is going to be my friend, no! Time is an interesting factor, it shows us who is and who isn’t.. You can buy me stuff and give me thing, but that wont make you my friend. I have a society where I sponsored and will sponsor my friend, whole last summer, maybe this one too, but you know what? I haven’t asked a penny back, I don’t need money, a cost of few hundreds away, to see who you really are (friends lets you know who you really are), is the price I can live with…. Ok, I hope this makes sense, at some parts, I’m too tired to write more..
I could quote mr.E to everyone who has million friends:

Friends, who do you think they really are? TheyÂ’re really your enemies, with secret identities.

[Ei aihetta]Torstai 07.06.2007 03:52

07.06.07 00:51 < Jason> net slov vyrozit' mata kotorym ya vas pokroju kogda uvidemsya, pozabyvali, a mne vas bol'she nikak ne najti, koroche, polnos pizdos mudilos

Olen kiltti <3