Everything lost it´s meaning. Life lost it´s meaning.
I´m now only emotionless person... No memory no feelings. Nothing at all.
The things I cherish most we´re all taken from me. I wasn´t sad just gloomy.. And I couldn´t feel a thing..
I didn´t hate my self becouse of it.. It feeled strage at first, but after I did get used to it, it was all to gether pleasant..
I was there from the beginning of and end. I just messed everything up.. And firt I hated my self becouse of it. Then again i did get used to it.. It was kinda funny..
Now i´m just a near tool to others.. Others don´t respect you or me or the other others...
I´m just a monster... At least now. At first I wasn´t a monster.. But then again.. My feeling betrayed me by leaving me...
I´m thinking of every aspect of my life.. And I feel nothingness.. Emptyness...
Something is missing... Like it always has been... I feel kinda dizzy.. I´m not sleeping much these days... Everything is going throw hell...
Don´t repeat my mistakes... Feel free to explore the world and sky and space... and enjoy the nice feeling of wind on your lifted faces... Love the loved ones.. Don´t hate...
Make peace in this world... Love and care of each other...