IRC-Galleria

In the back of my mind I can
Barely remember when
There was nothing left to hide and
She had found a way inside, then
I was forced to walk alone
Living in an empty home
All I wanted was to hide and
Try to numb the ache inside

And I'm still afraid of the light
And a thousand voices share their laughter at my demise

Now if I am to survive
The infection must die
Murder the beast that's been eating me alive
The infection must die

Nothing left but a broken man
Terrified of everything
Nothing left of his foolish pride, his
Fond memories slowly die, then
As he wakes again alone
Still a prisoner in his home
Ready to allow the dark to
Penetrate his broken heart

And I'm still afraid of the light
And a thousand voices share their laughter at his demise

Now if I am to survive
The infection must die
Murder the beast that's been eating me alive
The infection must die

(Kill the Motherfucker)

This is where I draw the line
The infection must die
Give me release from this demon of mine
The infection must die

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Mysli

Rosaries
Left under the mattress
All those memories
Who could bear the witness ?
As you slip into oblivion
Use it like a weapon
And I'm left to bleed
Waiting for the moment
When you've had your fun
A loaded gun

Take away your broken misery
I can't always erase your memory
This love this love
Is gonna be the end of me
Everything I gave is wasted
I'm the one whose suffocated
This love this love
Is gonna be the end of me

Can't resist
Poisoning the message
Just a narcissist
Trapped inside the wreckage
And the sympathy I had is gone
Deadened by the ceremony
Drama queen
Stand behind your rampart
As your kingdom falls
All because

Take away your broken misery
I can't always erase your memory
This love this love
IS gonna be the end of me
Everything I gave is wasted
I'm the one whose suffocated
This love this love
Is gonna be the end of me

Your rescue, my undo
I'm not the one to save you
I'm empty, completely
I'm drowning in your shadow

Take away your broken misery
I can't always erase your memory
This love this love
Is gonna be the end of me
Everything I gave is wasted
I'm the one whose suffocated
This love this love
Is gonna be the end of me

I can't chase away your ghost
Inside it only grows
Nothing left but misery
This will be the end of me

All the shit that you created
All the scars you celebrated
Couldn't take away your pain
Couldn't resurrect your name

This love will be the end of me
This love will be the end

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

The indulgence of our lives has cast a shadow on our world.
Our devotion to our appetites betrayed us all.
An apocalyptic plight.
More destruction will unfold.
Mother Earth will show her darker side and take her toll.

It's just another way to die.

There can be another reason why.
You know we should have seen it coming.
Consequences we cannot deny will be revealed in time.
Glaciers melt as we pollute the sky.
A sign of devastation coming.
We donÂ’t need another way to die.
Can we repent in time?

The Time bomb is ticking and no one is listening.
Our future is fading.
Is there any hope weÂ’ll survive?

Still, we ravage the world that we love.
And the millions cry out to be saved.
Our endless maniacal appetite.
Left us with another way to die.
It's just another way to die.
Can we repent in time?

Greed and hunger led to our demise.
A path I canÂ’t believe we followed.
Black agendaÂ’s rooted in a lie.
Will we repent in time?
Species fall before our very eyes.
A world that they cannot survive in left them with another way to die.
Are we dead inside?

The Time bomb is ticking and no one is listening.
Our future is fading.
Is there any hope we'll survive?

Still, we ravage the world that we love.
And the millions cry out to be saved.
Our endless maniacal appetite.
Left us with another way to die.
It's just another way to die.
Can we repent in time?

Still, we ravage the world that we love.
And the millions cry out to be saved.
Our endless maniacal appetite.
Left us with another way to die.
It's just another way to die.
Can we repent in time?

Can we repent in time?
It's just another way to die.
Can we repent in time?

hear your name whispered on the wind
It's a sound that makes me cry
I hear a song blow again and again
Through my mind and I don't know why
I wish I didn't feel so strong about you
Like happiness and love revolve around you

Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
So many people love you baby
That must be what you are

Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah

I've learned to feel what I cannot see
But with you I lose that vision
I don't know how to dream your dream
So I'm all caught up in superstition
I want to reach out and pull you to me
Who says I should let a wild one go free

Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
But I can't love you this much baby
And love you from this far

Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah

Waiting (however long...)
I don't like waiting (I'll wait for you...)
It's so hard waiting (don't be too long...)
Seems like waiting (makes me love you even more...)

Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah

On kolmesataa päivää siitä kun mä kirjoitin
sanoin syvään uurretuin ja lausein painavin
toiveistani, peloistani, haaveistanikin
ja siitä kuinka syvälle sun sieluus sukelsin

Sä vastasitko vitkaan että joo mä ymmärrän
oon tässä jos sä tahdot saada uuden ystävän
sä tarjositko sivuosaa jonkun näytelmän
johon roolin upeimman jo varannut on hän?

refrain:
Mä olin melkein varma että olit melkein mun
ja melkein joka päivä muistoihini unohdun
ja vaikka toisen luota onnen melkein löysitkin
oon melkein onnellinen minäkin

Mä tuntikaudet turhaan puhelinta tuijotin
ja turhaan lempikappaleitas yksin kuuntelin
voi luoja kuinka paljon sua mä silloin halusin
kun sydän tyhjää löi tahtiin onton musiikin

refrain

Sä pelästyitkö siksi että melkein uskalsin
kohdella sua vähän aikaa vähän paremmin
On tuntoni nyt selkein: hämmentyneen luuserin
kun kuljen elkein antisankarin

Mä olin melkein varma että olit melkein mun
ja melkein joka päivä muistoihini unohdun
ja vaikka toisen luota onnen melkein löysitkin
oon melkein onnellinen

refrain

Who knows where the cold wind blows
I asked my friends and nobody knows...
Who am I to believe in love
Oh, love ain't no stranger

I looked around what did I see,
Broken hearted people staring at me...
All searching 'cause they still believe
Oh, love ain't no stranger...

I was alone and I needed love,
So much I sacrificed all I was dreaming of...
I heard no warning, but a heart can tell,
I felt the emptiness of love I know so well...

Love ain't no stranger,
I ain't no stranger to love...

Can't hold the passion of a soul in need,
I'll look for mercy
when my heart begins to bleed...
I know good Iovin', I'm a friend of pain,
But, when I read between the lines, it's all the same...

Love ain't no stranger, I ain't no stranger...
Love ain't no stranger,
I ain't no stranger to love...

Who knows where the cold wind blows,
I asked my friends and nobody knows...
Who am I to believe in love,

Love ain't no stranger,
I ain't no stranger...
Love ain't no stranger,
I ain't no stranger to love...
Love ain't no stranger...

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny
Passes by

There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why

Bridge:
It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
Anticipating
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothing stays the same

Bridge:
There were the nights holding you close
Someday I'll try to forget them
Someday I'll be over you

Hear your heartbeat
Beat a frantic pace
And it's not even seven AM

You're feeling the rush
of anguish settling
You cannot help showing them in.

Hurry up then
Or you'll fall behind and
They will take control of you

And you need to heal
The hurt behind your eyes
Fickle words crowding your mind

So
Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in,
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in,
And carry you over to a new morning

Try as you might
You try to give it up
Seems to be holding on fast

It's hand in your hand
A shadow over your
A beggar for soul in your face

Still it don't matter
If you won't listen
If you won't let them follow you

You just need to heal
Make good all your lies
Move on and don't look behind

Day after day
Fickle visions
Messing with your head
Fickle, vicious
Sleeping in your bed
Messing with your head
Fickle visions
Fickle, vicious