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Millions of things are running through my head. I'm wondering how long you'll be around. I m fine, but actually i'm not. I'm wondering do you lie. When i want to see you everyday, i dont wanna loose you. WHEN i say "i love you", i mean it more than anything else. If i miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than that...



Good to know, that if I ever need attention - all I have to do is to die.

Elämä onkin vallan naurettavaa, jos sen vakavasti ottaa...





Mä oon pingiksen suomenmestari!
Voi musta vähemmänki puhuu.:>

...mutta siksi emme saa kokonaiskuvaa ympärillämme tapahtuvista asioista,
avarakatseiset ovat saaneet tehtäväkseen olla kertomatta asioiden toista puolta.

Katson ulos ikkunasta,
en näe iloa täällä.

Anteeks voi antaa ja anteeks voi saada,
mut kaikilta ei voi anteeks saada ja kaikille
ei voi anteeks antaa.

Me rakastamme sitä, joka saa meidät itkemään ja nauramaan itsemme auki.
me rakastamme sita, joka nimeää meidät tarkasti. merakastamme sitä,
joka kasvot ilmaisevat tunteet. ja vielä me rakastamme sitä, joka otta meidät täydestä.

When man and woman were madeÂ…
God gave them both a half of his soul and told them if they unite, they will be as good as him!
They will be happy and beautiful!
ItÂ’s simpleÂ… when you are in love, you are very happyÂ… you look beautiful and it looks so easy!
Some can find the other half and some spend a life time searching it and still not able to find itÂ… I mean, there is always an other half you looking forÂ… to get this majestic feelings! You know, what I mean? Simple wordÂ… LOVE!
But have you questioned you self, what does it mean?
I didÂ… and this is my answerÂ…
Love is when you wake up, she is already on your mind.
Love is when you lost your heart, she is all that you can find.
Love is when you want to be the one to dry her eyes.
Love is when you see the truth in every one of her lies.
Love is when you want her to take care everywhere she goes.
Love is when she call you, your heart goes a flutter.
Love is when you tell the world that you love her so much.
Love is when you've told the world, but she doesn't know.
Love is when you know you'll still love her when she lost for example her hair.
Love is when your eyes light up when you see her.
Love is when you hear your heart break, when she hold hands with you.
Love is when you crumbled as you hear her saying that it will last forever.
Love is when you cry inside, yet smile outside, when she say hi to you.
Love is when you hold your breath and say, "How do you do?"
Love is when you can't be apart from her for too long...
you're always thinking of herÂ… and when you're with her you never want to say goodbyeÂ…
Love is far from simpleÂ… It's quite complexÂ… It's a mix of about everythingÂ… It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and even moreÂ… You know love when you find itÂ… it's that person that when she smile it brightens up your dayÂ…
You can't stop staring at her for fear of losing herÂ…
She is always on your mindÂ… you daydream of being with herÂ… even if she less than 2 meters away... and you can't stand it when she is not with youÂ…
The worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you...
You can't tell when love will happenÂ… you just know when it doesÂ… that moment when you first lay eyes on that personÂ… and you never want to look away...
Love is also when you let go her, you know she is happy nowÂ… her happiness is what matters to you.
Love is also when you know you'll get over her somehow.
Love is also when you let her love others, and not love you true.
Love is when you'll still love her... and still, she'll never know.
Love is when you'll swallow the pain and slowly let go.
that is LOVE!
Nothing lessÂ…

P.S. I decade this words to everyone who is in love! ItÂ’s a great feeling, isnÂ’t it?


Sweetest Regards
E.Konsa

Ootko nähnyt lehmusta,
se on rakkauden puu
Sen alla voi pussailla ja sanoo
I love you

These are those days when I can get no sleep. I'm so tired. I'd like to fall into sleep. I fall in my Bed, but still I'm Awake.These questions in my mind are so much bigger than Life. but my life is short. I have to leave them behind. I have to try to forget that I am still in my bed. In my deepest fears I'm losing you. Even if somebody tried to stop my heart - I'm still Alive. I will never give up !
Just turn off the lights. Don't wanna see me die. I Look Like I'm Dead But When You Look at Me
I Am Still Alive. Just open your eyes. Don't wanna see me cry. I'm right here where you want me to be fighting with myself.
All I need to feel is your breath on my skin. This endless longing between You and me.
In my sweetest dreams I'm with you. Even if somebody tried to stop my heart - I'm still alive I will never give up.Just turn off the lights. Don't wanna see me die. I look like I'm dead but when you look at me I am still alive. Just open your eyes. Don't wanna see me cry. I'm right here where you
want me to be fighting with myself.

Still Alive.

And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Miten vihaankaan puhetta sanoja, vihaankaan kirjoittamista. Kävelen vain tyhjässä talossani. Ajatukset pelkkiä houreita, toiveet kuin aamuinen seitti. Koko elämän aika tuhkaa ja sumua...
Maailmako painajainen josta ei voi herätä ?
Elämäkö huokaus kahden tyhjyyden välissä ?
Varo liittymästä heihin jotka eivät usko enää mihinkään ! Tahto tuhoutua !
Ei ole turhia päiviä, tai jos on on koko elämä niin turhaa, ettei sitä siedä ajatella tänään...
Sielun vihollinen tietää mihin lyödä syvät haavat, jotka eivät parane kuin hitaasti, niin hitaasti
jos ollenkaan. Elämäni on pitkä uneton yö . Olen väsynyt itseeni. Poskilla surunauhoja. Luiden läpi tulee valo loistaa kallon sisältä. Jos sanot jätä kaikki seuraa minua - jättäisin ja seuraisin.
Kynttilän liekki on ihmisen elämän muotoinen.


Ja kirjan nimi joka vapauttaa
ei oo kirjoitettu kirjaimilla.

menin tänään aamulla klo puol 9 nukkuu, ja heräsin klo 1 :S:S:S apua.. en oo nukkunu 24 h :S

vaikka Mulle annettaisiin koko avaruus
vain hetki kun sen saisin katoamaan
vaikka maailma eteeni polvistuisi
sen vain saisin palamaan
ja huomenna
taas huomenna olen surullinen