IRC-Galleria

i have reached the point of pain where I cant even walk because of the pain in my ovaries. how it somehow reaches up to my ribs and keeps me from breathing and moving my legs at the same time i do not know, but. it hurts. it really really really _hurts_, guys.
it hurts when i sit down, too, but at least i can breathe properly then. almost.

sara called me a freakshow of weird illnesses today. i think she might be right.

i have found out that a) seals b) bathing ducks c) greta salpeter's voice and d) cucumber calms down my ovaries. this makes me believe that some day when i'm pregnant, i'm gonna have to hang out in the zoo with my plastic duck and listen to the hush sound and stuff my face with cucumbers for nine months. then i think that 'hey, that's actually pretty awesome, i love the zoo' and then i think 'i wonder if they'll give me the teddybear lollipops for free if i become a regular customer?' and then i think 'yum teddybear lollipops, i want the green one!' and then i think that i probably shouldn't be thinking this much about "when i'm pregnant" and teddybear lollipops, so i stop thinking overall.
its becoming surprisingly easy these days.

making up a peterick drabble and typing it down as a text message while playing guitar and trying to look like you're concentrating on the music lesson? not so easy, guys.

UH PETE WENTZ'S BLOG AMUSES ME SO MUCH! too bad laughing hurts. SERIOUSLY, DUDE, OH MY GOD, he cracks me up so hard. also, alex deleon aka singer was a patd fangirl. HE WAS IN THE FRONT ROW, REACHING OUT FOR BRENDON WITH A PLEADING, ADORING LOOK ON HIS FACE. THERE IS PROOF. i almost died from the cute. im not kidding. \o/

EDIT: stupid guy ripley with his stupid voice and his stupid jokes and his stupid TAI TV episodes and his stupid little face and his stupid appearances and his stupid fanboying and his stupid... everything AND HIS STUPID HABIT OF MAKING ME LAUGH SO HARD I FALL OFF MY CHAIR. FUCK YOU GUY RIPLEY, I AM ILL AND WEAK! YOU CAN NOT DO THAT TO ME. STOP BEING SO AWESOME, JESUS. >.<