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Even if I wanted to cry, I didn't know how to anymore.
Why I have allways hide my feelings?
Why can't I cry when ever I want to?
Why?
My life is right now only pain.
Every step I take, It hurts so much.
I don't wanna live in this pain anymore.
There is only two options:
My life ends now, or this pain goes away.
This pain isn't going anywhere, but I don't want to kill myself.
It would be so much easier, if someone just would kill me.
Because then I wouldn't have to kill myself, and I didn't have to live in this pain anymore.
Why is life so hard to someone, and to someone so easy?
I know.
Because them, whose life is easy, they are bautiful, thin and they are rich.
I'm ugly, fat, and poor.
That's why.