I'm freaking out
Yeah, yeah
I'm standing in the heart of nowhere
Futility's forgotten soldier
The days are getting dark and colder
I don't know right from wrong
Can't mend the things you haven't broken
Can't close a door you've never opened
I wish I hadn't been to weak to cry
I'm freaking out now
I'm dying for life
I don't care if you say it ain't right
I'm freaking out now
I'm claiming my time
Come on, if you're ready or not
I'm freaking out
I'm screaming at the operator
Just acting now and thinking later
I tell the world I love to hate her
I need to get it out
I'm solid as a trail of vapour
As heavy as a piece of paper
But finally I'm strong enough to cry
I think it's no good to be afraid
Of all the mistakes that you wanna make
I think it's no good to play it cool
I'd rather be called a crying fool.