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MAAILMA TUNTUU PAHALTA /MÄ TAIDAN OLLA KATKERA


Tänään ei vaan oo hyvä päivä heippa

OLIN JO MENOSSA NAIMISIIN YHEN HERRAN KAA TÄNÄÄ SILLOLI PITKÄ MUSTA TAKKI, PIENI TAKAPIISKA LETILLÄ JA PULLO KOSSUA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

• Kuinka vanha olet? - WANHA KÄPYH!
• Kuinka vanhaksi sinua usein luullaan? - VIELÄ VANHEMMA!
• Onko sinulla paljon kavereita? - On on
• Entäs parasta ystävää? - Jeash
• Onko sinulla lävistyksiä? - Jöpöjöö
• Jos on, missä? - Huuli, nenä, korvat 14mm ym.
• Entäs haluaisitko, minne? - Kulmat, nännit (tosin inhoksun rintojani sen verta et et)
• Minkä väriset hiukset omistat - Just on tämmöset puna-musta-punaiset
• Missä vaatekaupoissa käyt? - Missä sattuu

• Oletko:
♦ (x) hetero
♦ (x) bi
♦ (x) homo
♦ (xKAIKKISEKSUAALI JEEH!) en luokittele itseäni

♥ love
• Oletko varattu? - Ette saa kiinni yhyy 4eva4loneeh
• Oletko ihastunut? - ömömömöö
• Entäs rakastunut? - mähmähmäh
• Vai oletko forever_alone? -KYLLÄ
• Kuka sanoi sinulle viimeeksi jotain ihanaa? - SIINA SANOI ETTEN OLE LUUSERIIIIIIIIIIIII juhlat!
• Entä kuka halasi sinua viimeeksi? - .......Nanu-san?
• Oletko seurustellut yli 5 ihmisen kanssa? - Öhmöh
• Oletko/oletko ollut raskaana? - Hyi loisia
• Haluatko lapsia? - JOOOOOOOOOOOOO JA PERHEEN JA FUCKIN APPLE PIE LIFE mut emmä tiä pystynkö koskaan simmoi saamaa

★ music
☆ Minkätyylistä musiikkia kuuntelet? - OIkeestaa kaikkee paitti iskelmää
☆ Mikä/mitkä on lempibändisi? - Green Day, MSI, AC/DC, Raikku, QUeen äää liikaa
☆ Minkätyylistä musiikkia et voi sietää? - Rumpukonehevirynkytys, iskelmä
☆ Kuunteletko musiikkia joka päivä? - Jyh <3
☆ Soitatko jotain soitinta? - Olevinaa kuitaraa ja bassoo
☆ Jos soitat, mitä? - Dirnt dirnt di-dirnt
☆ Pystyisitkö elämään ilman musiikkia? - No e
☆ Onko Robin ihQ♥? - Tietysti!
☆ Entäs Kurt Cobain? - kuka se ees on <- Edellisen vastaajan vastaus *HEAD DESK* mut joo siis ite arvostan häntä ja tavallaa idolisoinki

► today/now
◘ Mitä olet tehnyt tänään? -Maksanu laskut, käyny kaupungilla
◘ Olitko töissä/koulussa? - Noup
◘ Näitkö kavereita? - Jips!
◘ Käytitkö rahaa? - VAHINGOSSA MUT NE OLI IHAN TARPEELLISIA ASIJOITA
◘ Jos käytit, mihin? - Takki, Axen suihkugeelejä, siduikkia ja ne laskut
◘ Väsyttääkö? - Jeh
◘ Vituttaako? - Lähinnä vaan västyittää
◘ Entäs panettaako? - .....aina?
◘ Mitä muita sivuja sinulla on auki? - COMWS tabu, Destiel fikki, ihqukaltsu ja youtube
◘ Mitä mielesi tekee juuri nyt? - Itkeä jonkun sylissä joka valehtelee uskottavasti et kaikki tulee viel olemaan hyvin

Silinterinki vois sit hommata..!

Voin muuten kertoa että alkaa homma oikeesti hajota, eilen olis ollu hml, arvaa muistinko, ja nyt koitan kuumeisesti ettiä miun lääkäriaikaa. Hirveen ironista jos se ei löydy koska se ois tavallaa miun ovi terapiaan tällä hetkellä, voi saatana on vaikeeta olla luuseri. MITÄ MUUTEN OLEN piste, miulla toki on aika paljonki syitä olla pikkuisen saissena just mut ei se asiaa juurikaan muuta.
KYLLÄ miulla on rima korkealla. Keskinkertasuus ei vaan yksinkertasesti miellytä. Tää miun mustavalkee-äärimmäisyys ajattelu tappaa viä miut mut samapa tuo.

Nyt makseaan laskuja ja katotaan mennääkö Helsinkiin maitojunalla vai millä.

PS Löysin jopa sen ajan, pitää kyl taas ruveta pistämään asioita puhelimeen ylös eikä jättää viereksii niitä kaiken maaliman kaksinkerroin taitettuihin A4siin.

PPS Ajattelin ilmottautuu tyäkkärin ''mitäs nyt urpåiltas?'' -kurssille.

Miullo varmaan jotenkin epärealistiset odotukset ihmissuhteita kohtaan ylipäänsä kun tuntuu että petyn aina.




Tää ei sit koske hassujalkakoiria ettäs tiiät.

Juujuu mennään nukkumaan

JOO JOO välttelen just tunteita ja muistoja päät kii

mut nii oon mopsi hiljaa siellä

Vaikka tyttö kuoli syliin, haudan kaivoin, ja itse sen sinne pihlajoiden varjoon, maan poveen laskin, ja häkinkin jo siivosin viimeisen kerran, kaikki tuntuu vielä jotenkin epätodelliselta.

Hitto.

AAAAAAAAAAAALLL FUCKIN' RIGHT I need to do something stupid like this just to calm down, my fucking laptop decided THAT NET IS COMPLETELY USELLES WHILE MAKING PIC'POST SO I LOST WHOLE PIECE OF SHIT JUST BECAUSE I WAS DUMBASS AND REVIEW'D YEAH I'M BLOODY PISSED WITH MY COMPUTER THESE DAYS OKAY?

Fuck I'm the worst when it comes to anger

BUT YEA


1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
-Actually I'm not sure but I think it's worse when I'm the one telling something. Opening up is some scary shit okay?

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
- I- well, I just stabbed my table moment ago, is that really angry to you..? Now days I snap way more often I'd like.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
- Maybe I'd try to thank my father for everything.

4. You are at the doctorÂ’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
- I don't think I'd be afraid actually, I could even be looking forward to it a bit, I'm interested okay? (Of course it'd be tragic and all) I'm not actually sure would I tell people. Probably I would though' at least for those who really matter to me. I'd travel around and on my spare time I'd write.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
- I'm gonna go with trust. Because love without trust is meaningless and I really need trust in this life (also, ''without trust there is no love'')

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
- Probably I hate my job already anyway so I might as well help the dog because I can and secondly I'm not sure could I live with myself if I didn't.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
- Easy pick, the one I love!

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
- WE'D GET MARRIED or more like I'd freak out and tried to convince her she's happier with someone else.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
- I don't know that many dead people but I guess I'd still say I wouldn't do it, it would ofcourse be interesting to meet someone who knows what's on the other side but then again it'd be most likely pretty sellfish act to bring someone back. Just like the Ghost facers said if you're dead STAY DEAD

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- MY GOD I'd marry myself if I could..!


11. Does love = sex?
-Of course not, There's many sorts of love, it's stupid to think shagging would be part of all those lovestories!


12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
- If I like this co-worker I might even do it! As well I might just have a silent moment for him and carry on.


13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
- Actually just week ago I asked my biological mother didn't she really see how broken I am. Answer was no so I'm one hellova actor really. I was real tired then, which in my case means more impulsive so I was able to say it, though' it still was difficult.


14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
- Can I just say both..?

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
- Past, all the pain & anger. I carry lots of shit I actually wouldn't need to with me, really.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
- Uhhhhhh-

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
- Last month huh? I think I don't have enough fucks to give to do something radical


18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
-I don't know how to so...

19.You are holding onto your grandmotherÂ’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
-My grandma wants to die already so she wouldn't be able to carry on if I'd save her instead of any kiddo. Also the brat has whole life ahead.

20. Are you old fashioned?
- Good old fashioned villain, loverboy, what ever

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
- I honestly don't even care


22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
- Actually I'm afraid I've ''chosen'' to be never loved again. I'm too afraid throw myself to love and then they walk away since they assume I'm not interested/don't have emotions/think I'm too messy/whatever. I'm just really scared of myself and sick and tired to get hurt.

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
-Either I'd run away with Doctor or start this whole shit over in other place and time.


And guess whos computer is fucking shit up again? Well fuck this like I would've wanted to share those pics and get some re-couragement of course I wanted this cut on my hand instead..! (Don't stab tables if you're having a bad grip really)