I'm about to short ciruit
My heart feels like it's being ripped apart
Over and over again I scream
Break out
It's not over
Run through the endless night
Hot blood runs through my body
In the final instant when it all rots away
It's all over
Vacant fragments of dreams float up
I can never go back again
I can't remember anything
The more I struggle, the further I fall
My voice doesn't reach
I can't control this impulse
Give me your XTC
Make me feel it again
My body's getting hot
I scream your name in the dark
Give me your XTC
I don't want a false love
I'll accept the crime and punishment
Cut through the contrived fate, my blade
In the instant I unlaced my fingers
Hell or heaven?
My thought processes shut down
The threads connecting the scattered world
Seem like they're about to break
I turn my back on this ugly form in the mirror
Smashing my reason to bits
My flesh and soul won't return
Lost my soul
A traitor locked up
A tame mechanism
Destroy, overthrow
Burn it all down
I can't control this power
Give me your XTC
A feast of despair and desire
I hold my breath in order to live
And swim through the blood-tinged dark
Give me your XTC
Fall forever
Where instinct leads
Cut through my drifting soul, my blade
You struggle, crying
An angel who's lost their wings
No hope, no light
What are you thinking of now
At the ends of the earth?
Give me your XTC
Make me feel it again
My body's getting hot
I scream your name in the dark
Give me your XTC
I don't want a false love
I'll accept the crime and punishment
Cut through the contrived fate, my blade
Give me your XTC
A feast of despair and desire
I hold my breath in order to live
And swim through the blood-tinged dark
Give me your XTC
Fall forever
Where instinct leads
Cut through my drifting soul, my blade