IRC-Galleria

Digital communication
Information deformation
Media manipulation
Character assassination
Nationwide intoxication
Socio-manipulation
The wonders of civilization? A generation victim to emotional decapitation

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all

Visual contamination
Electronic penetration
Technological temptation
Sexual degeneration
Synthetic imagination
Artistic demystification
Mind sedated isolation
A generation victim to emotional disintegration

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all

Yes, it's worse than it may seem
Machines create our dreams
We pretend that we are blind to find some peace of mind

Deny
Shut your eyes, keep living the lie
Deny
Like there's no tomorrow
Deny
Shut your eyes so you won't realize...
Deny
... there might be no tomorrow after all
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Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

I cannot control this

Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
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~Everyday without a chain, without master, I get more and more certain. I don't belong in this world.
What happens to a loyal pet once its controller dies? It gets reckless and self destructive. Mind reaching toxicity stage it starts to kill itself.
A new worthy controller? I bet none exists.~

~Three friends go into battle, one is captured, one flies away, the one that is left, becomes a hero.~

Pitää mennä keskustelemaan alan vaihdosta. Kweh~
Kun mitään ei voi tietää varmasti ellei yritä...

*synchronization failure*

*calling manager*

*synchronization failure*

*reorganizing schedule*

*reactivate stasis*
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Blargh...
*herää*
*katsoo kelloa*
6:30... (On vielä aikaa nukkua...)
*herää uudelleen*
*katsoo kelloa*
8:30... (*facepalm*)


Ens viikol pitää vetää aamullaa itteesää, escrimalla kalloo ja lähtee liikkeellee. Ensi alko ihan hyvin tuo koulun aikatauluu junttaamine, mut nyht tuli vähän takapakkia näköjään. En saanu itteeni eilen ylös ollenkaa... Noh... Kerkeen enkun tunneille. Kuka ne nyt haluais missata?

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

[Chorus]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

[Chorus]

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
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~How important can a person be, for even in death, one's presence is so close you can feel the heartbeat~

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear
Cuz my life is sliding
I tried to ride the wave
It came down crashing, it's time to start again
Backwards to go forward
Left at every corner
Been there and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

First step, your last breath
Everythings been planned
There's questions, and answers
You'll never understand
I hold on, but let go
I give you room to breath
Remember, the best things
Were never mine to keep
Starting at the ending
It won't break, while your bending
Been there, and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

The soundtrack to your life
And it goes by like a bullet, and my name
It may be different than yours but, you got the same
Beat a broken back for more
I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor

I've thrown my self right in and,
whats the point if you don't live in

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

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Everything in life is programmed to do certain things... Everything is predictable. My code? It is still under development, mere beta. My code? It's been written by songs, sounds... Music... The obsolete is when I die.

~ I saw my father's boat at the harbor today... I wonder if he finally came to pick me up...~

Non tää päivä lähtiki helvetin hyvin käyntii >_<

Day by day you go forward
Day by day you tell yourself everything is alright
It's a try to make believe
How can you lie to yourself

You enjoy your solitude
But you would like to share it with a kin
You know what you miss
But you're too afraid to make the move

For you think, your past has taught you everything...

As I walk I always have the time to think
My mind is my greatest ally
Weapon
Strongest poison
And every weapon has its recoil
So is my mind double edged also
It makes myself bleed too
It makes myself fall
It makes me stop and kneel

Can I sustain all this

Is this all worth it

Even if I was to fall the days would just pass by
Mind would shut down, but the body would continue blind
I would wake up another day when it all seems worth it
Puppet, for the goddess'
Relic of the past
So I cry for total freedom
~Unattainable dreams are the best kind~



Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him

With the wind you go and still
I dream of your spirit leading you back home
I will give my gifts to you
While you're gone and watching on

The light in your eyes
An angel of dark
Lighting to ease the shadows' sight
Hearts will grow, the heavens will play
Leaving behind the things in the end

Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him
On him
On him

~What is really home... Birth ground, mother's, father's land..? In any case... If it is my origin, it makes my heart bleed...~
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Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of living within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive x3

Change again, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive x8

~Infinite in mystery, is the gift of the goddess, we seek it thus, and take to the sky. Ripples form on the water's surface, the wandering soul knows no rest...~