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Woke up again after a normal dream turned to nightmare
Everything so fine then you can taste the haste
You can feel the hesitation
The anguish comes and stays even when after you wake up
And you wake up
When you receive a phone call that you're about to answer
Leaving you thinking who it was
What it was for

Then it leaves you with a feeling
That someone is going to call you
It leaves you
Anxious
To receive a phone call
Someone important?
Someone to change your mind?

Body does so much it isn't asked for
It gives so much it shouldn't
Responding everything autonomously

I want out

JA NÄIN ARVON ystävät, tehdään kahden päivän kanasalaatti, jossa kaikkea vihreästä pun... AISAATANA se olikin vaan tomaati. Söin puolet kaalista ennen kuin sain sen ees kulhoo ja koko aja joku veti jotai välistä. (Eli me, myself and I. [Helvetin persona jakauma])
Ja koska tunnetusti aina jotain pitäisi mennä pieleen niin huitasin veitellä vasemman etusormen kynnen horisontaalisesti puoliksi.
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~ I'll scratch you, I'll bite you, I'll envenom you. Dissolving from the inside and before you know, you already fell. Always one of the three is left unsatisfied. First strike leads to another. Three headed beast can't be a saint. I'm just making angels scream and the devil cry.
Let me disintegrate alone for I have no will to retry nor continue. ~

I Cannot Keep it Secret for I think it glows and shows. The problem is, I'm always laughed at and understated instead of taken seriously. Nothing is as it seems.

^Art by CoyoteMange

Vampyyri:
[x] En pyörry nähdessäni verta
[x] Olen purrut ihmistä
[x] Olen maistanut verta
[ ] Inhoan valkosipulia
[ ] Pelkään teräviä puunpaloja
[x] Valvon myöhään/en saa unta yöllä
[x] Torkun päivisin
[ ] Olen sosiaalinen ja viihdyn ihmisten seurassa
5/8
Zombie:
[ ] Olen kömpelö
[ ] Rehellisesti sanottuna olen aika tyhmä
[ ] Viihdyn parhaiten laumassa kaltaisteni kanssa
[ ] Matkin toisia, minulla ei ole omaa persoonaa
[ ] En piittaa pätkääkään ulkonäöstäni
[x] Rakastan rentoa hengailua kavereiden kanssa
[x] Arvostan älyä, vaikken sillä itse loistakaan
[ ] Liikun erittäin kankeasti linkuttaen
2/8
Ihmissusi:
[x] Olen erittäin valpas täysikuun aikaan
[ ] Kärsin karvojen liikakasvusta
[x] Pidän lihasta
[x] Sudet ovat upeita eläimiä, eikä niitä saisi tappaa!
[ ] Minulla on valppaat vaistot
[x] Puolustaudun ärhäkästi
[x] Minusta tuntuu, että koirani on sukua minulle
[x] Päivisin tunnen olevani ihan normaali
5/8
Noita
[ ] Minussa on paljon voimaa
[x] Olen melko herkkä kokemaan yliluonnolisia asioita
[ ] Olen joskus harjoittanut magiaa
[ ] Olen tehnyt sopimuksen Paholaisen kanssa
[x] Jos vielä olisi noitavainoja, minut varmasti poltettaisiin roviolla!
[x] Intuitiivinen tietosi on vahva ja luotat siihen mukisematta
[x] Minulla on kissa
[ ] Monet ovat kyselleet minulta selvyyttä esim. näkemiinsä uniin
4/8
Demoni
[ ] Olen paha
[ ] Jotkut kutsuvat minua riivaajaksi
[ ] Joskus koen olevani jumalista seuraava
[ ] Haluan että minua palvotaan jumalana
[ ] Olen kova valehtelemaan
[ ] Olen vihainen
[x] Pidät suklaasta
1/8

Eli 70€ ostoksia ei enää kannata kantaa kaupasta kotii yhellä kertaa, ainakaa heti herättyää syömättä ensin jotain. Tuskin kannattaa vaikka olisinkin syönyt. Pitäs opetella käymää useemman kerran kaupassa, nope. Terveisin Härkäpää

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"Noh, sun toiveet on just nyt kovan kysynnän alla ja meiän kautta rekryt tais mennä just viikko vai kaks ennen tätä sun aikaa."
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They all say tomorrow will be bright
Give up darkness and death
Can't you see the glimpse of light?

Every method disabled
I still want it all to end
Every move predicted
I heard the void calling

Goddesses torturing my soul
In order to create something anew?
The way out always sealed
Forced to live even on my own

My purpose still hidden
I don't want to find it
My life string titanized
I want to snap it

Always protected and beloved
Please let me escape
Always valued and concealed
Please take my soul

Goddesses torturing my soul
In order to create something anew?
The way out always sealed
Forced to live even on my own

I heard the void calling
Every move predicted
I still want it all to end
Every method disabled

Can't you see the glimpse of light?
Give up darkness and death
They say tomorrow will be bright

I refuse to believe it
I refuse to see to it
I refuse to live it

Embracing the darkness
Embracing death
Embracing
Embracing
Embracing...

~The goddesses never give what I wish the most... Didn't give me eternal love, didn't keep my dad alive... Refusing to release me... Their images twisting from heavenly to wicked...
Just a puppet... To abuse, to torture, the dirty secret of a divine... Every night I wish was the last...
Dark sky and rain... I've grown so cold only water opens a way for my tears...
For never ending silence and complete black... Is way better than left gray~

The flashes of future are coming true even more and more frequently
What it means, maybe I know
Where it leads, I do not know
But no matter how hard I try
Tomorrow seems certain

Am I going to find the queen
Or do they mean the journey in shadows continues
Am I going to die
Or do they mean this hellfire is eternal

Heal me
Kill me
Heal me
Kill me

Cut me up make me bleed
Suffocate me make me faint
Poison me I will forgive

Am I immortal or living dead
I wish I knew the difference between devils and agnels
Am I dreaming or living the realité
I wish I knew the difference they both seem to feel same

I've only seen Death never felt it
I don't know if it is permanent
I've only witnessed Death never felt it
My curiosity wins my will to live

To take a peek and jump in
My fears keep me from dying
To take a dive and drown deep
My body negating the poison received

~
Sealing systems
"Can't control it again eh?"
Threat level 3
"Yah, I'm running out of poisons here."
Initiating purge
"Damn it..."
20% removed
"He'll wake up tomorrow."
Toxic shields bursting
"We created a machina we can't shut down..."
"It bleeds so it should be able to die too!"
70% removed
...
...
95% removed"
Threat level 1
"Maybe if you shoot it in the head, and that isn't guaranteed either..."
~