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[Tech N9ne]
I didnt wanna fucking do this song, for real
But I wouldnt be real if I didnt

[Tech]
I be sittin by myself and thinkin, mamma what have I become
All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run
On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows
gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold
I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go
But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow
All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses
But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it
I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry
But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die
Feel like I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey
How much does it cost I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after a classes, If I get blasted
This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt, cause this one is written and there is no mending
When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croke I just hope I wont be descending
But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech ninna is never pretending
Alone in my bed, a gun to my head, asking WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING? Ya

[Chorus]
Tell me how it ends?

What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is their lighty, in this dark I'm seein?

[Tech]
Chea, I put my life in this music, nina is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside bout
Will they keep feelin ninna forever, this I doubt
Can never cry for help, if you listenin this my SHOUT
I'm searching for the passage way to happiness
But i'm wordly So I have to lay in nastiness
Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fames near, but the games queer
Sometime I feel like I'm rudolph, the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows
Can you ressurect a mother fucker that feel like he pose as a dead soul
Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
Because all the time the ninna was shorted, what I bled froze
So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows
The tread slows, and dont even think you reviving a dead rose. Chea

[Chorus]

[Tech]
I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competant
I'm breakin so I pick this one to vent
The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin evilness
I'm drownin in 151 and rumble ments. Thats how I feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill
This life is about a check, about a number about a bill
Think about all the love I lost cause my quest is about a mill
I feel like your stupid, dont talk to me I'm crackin up
And I dont mean laughter I'm full of bitterness and its backing up
And I live with angles, but lately demons been shakin up
Tug of war with my spirit, you see the blood I'm hacking up?
I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder
Cause you pay the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker
And I wont pretend its ok I'm no facade starter
So I guess my only happy ending is in a massage parlor
Chea

[Chorus]

Just give me one good time
Nobody is looking at me anyway
Nobody is looking at me anyway
Yo
Yo
I know that I'm Hardcore
Know how to start wars
Know how to scar yours in a fist fight
Cause toughness is our floor
Warriors that bond more
But this one is far tore up on this night
Some people show it
And then
Some people hide it
But other people
Do it whenever they get excited
But me
I can't even do it
When the wrongs on mind
I'm saying i been trying to do it for a long long time
i get jealous when i see people do it
And it's like fluid
I'm thinking
How can they swallow that
When I can't even chew it
I guess
God seen it fit
To label me the consouller
bestowed upon a bro and forever be the shoulder
My mission is plain to see
Its freaking insanity
I'm wishing the pain in me would just leave me be why can't it be
Simple cause on the real
This one could die
So I'm asking god
Before I go

Just give me one good cry

If I could cry maybe one good time i could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows it's a lonely road
Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul
No body's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time
No body's looking at me anyway

Why I got to be the one to cheer up
People till they clear up
When I sneeze I tear up
And then I go look in a mirror
So I can see how it looks
When I really wanna know how it feels
When I'm hella down I try to push
No matter how hard no water spills
For real
My patients is soon to go
waiting for the balloon to blow
I'm thinking back to when i used to go to funerals
No matter how close we were
On the inside it ain't wild
Others be losing it
I'm just wishing I could just break down
And I been to a lot of them
And there's not a one
That went on and got it done
No moisture that even try even to come
And this ain't no tough thing, because I've had enough pain
Tears should be runnin like mustangs
Man it must rain
Been trying for years
But the crying been inside
N the ninas so serious there ain't no lying in his eyes
Makes me so furious
When I look n im a genocide
Please let me break down with the pain i felt when Brian Dennis died

If I could cry maybe one good time i could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows it's a lonely road
Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul
No body's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time
No body's looking at me anyway

I look at actors crying
It's as easy as fondue
But what do you do when extreme hurt is upon you?
Real life ain't no movie homie
And this ain't Jon woe
But I almost lost it on the ending of Jon q
And I almost lost it when Jennifer Hudson blew
But I'm still waiting for that real emotion to come thru
But then maybe I could get a cry god
Maybe one too
Been red for life for the first time ever
Me want blue
Give me the blues
Sometimes I turn on the news
And I
Look at all these feuds
Then I try to make them ooze
but no cry
no tear drops from your eyes
poetry's music oh my
almost make me tear up when thinkin about my children, no lie
Maybe I'm black hearted
You thinking damn he shady
Saying man he crazy
For the way I abandon me lady
One day she can repay me
Yes that woman can betray me
Then ill probably cry if not than I do it if I win me a Grammy maybe

If I could cry maybe one good time I could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows it's a lonely road
Sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul
No body's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time
No body's looking at me anyway

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The warning of the one who's coming
Sending divine authority
The prophecy says
That people will flock to him
He will give them false hope
And when he's in power
He will destroy everything
He will change everything with one voice
If that one voice can change one person
It can change many
Many can change a city
A city can change a state
A state can change the nation
The nation can change the world
What if he is the King Of Darkness?

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