IRC-Galleria

I want to make this end, I don't know what to think, what to do, what TO BE. Nobody really cares.
Neither do I, anymore. This world is just illusion, you're standing still, everything else is moving.

You tried to do your best, you tried to make things go better way, wanted to survive.
Now you feel again that there is nothing to do. You're losing yourself, little by little, untill you're gone.

I was very loving person. trying to show people that you can smile even i'ts a hard time.
Caring about every one else,made them smile for a while, made you happy. 'till you was losing your ownself.
Still you kept being warm, trying to make things right. Showing that you're allright. Wanted
someone to help, you got it. still you were alone. what's wrong?

Now you're tired. It's all nothing now. Getting helpless.

This world is just illusion. Today I realized, I have to get cold. Not care. Living day by day, hoping that it will end. Have a new start. I'm sick of this... It's not like me, if you know me better, but now... There is nothing left. Maby I smile for a while, then I hide, cry. I'm already losing myself.

I'm sorry for all you people who had suffered cuz of me. You did'nt have to. Thank you. For everything. Someday when i'm gone, you don't have cry for me. I'm just human kind, there is thousands of them. You can forget me for now already. Easy to do it that way, then you wont miss me too bad, if you really cared. And biggest sorry to my mum..

Now finally, I told this. What I really feel.
Life is sick, so do I, forgive me.

Linkin park - wake

Should I have a taste of this
Start and crush your nails
And start all over again

Could this all just be a dream

If I should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah

Maybe this time I can do it all wrong
Without my foot in my mouth
Without that blind in my sight


Could this all just be a dream

If i should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah
2x

oh, oh

Too scared to lose the one
I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one
I never had
2x



angst.