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I think that I might break..

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

I won't even walk without u.. I need strenght now. Carry me trough these days. I feel like I'm nothing, all alone in this cruel world. Show me someone still cares, take my hand and light my way trough the dark hours. Only u can do it, cause I won't even breath without u.

Miksi paskaa sataa paikoittain kaatamalla.. Toisaalla on tyyntä. Eikö säähän voi vaikuttaa?

I found a key to this door.. I know it can be the last door I'll open, I know I'll may have to keep on searching keys of my life. I felt like I'm already done, I'm too weak to carry on. But then something gave me strenght ; I'll open this one door and see what's behind it..

You. I was like a lost child in a forest, but then u came, took me home.
You. Held my cold hand and promised to take care, promised that everything's gonna be alright.
you. Without u I won't be here now. U bring me back to this life.
YOU SAVED ME.

There weren't future to me: useless, too lazy to get anything. The past was only real thing and my reality was just an endless dream, everlasting nightmare. Where does all the colours went.. Only black and white left.. Is there any light somewhere, too dark that I could see the beauty of this life.

Take me somewhere away from here, cause I can't watch this shit anymore.. I can't keep on pretending for long, I'm so sick and tired of this.

Here everybody just laugh at me when I try to tell that we'll die if we just keep on living like this, I'm just a crazy child, mad they said and laugh... "Never have rained, never will rain. "

I'm ready to stop trying, I can't do anything all by myself; like they said "just a crazy little girl.."
If no one hears my call, I'll fall to sleep.. I'll dream for a better future and someday, someday if I wake up the first thing I'll see.. I hope it's your face.

I can hardly tell this to you, my voice is so low. I'm feeling weak somehow, you know, too small to this world. One point in a book with thousands of pages.
Too small to do something, helpless to save children suffering around the world.
So why am I here? Eating, sleeping and wondering why I got this present of life.
Am I anything special,or just one of all?.. meanless piece in a bigbig puzzle.
Am I Something?

In the middle of everything, donno where to go, what to do? if someone could just show me the way.. or give me a sign. But who knows which way of these hundreds it's the ONE.. I know the answer: Only I know it. The answer is hiding deep in my heart. So I have to stop right here. Stand here all alone for a while and try to listen to deepest voices of my heart.. What do I want from this life?