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I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works

When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregard
When I go down

It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where
Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet you love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
As I exhale I hear your voice
And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you
And life is now worth living
If only because of you
And when they say that I'm dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause you'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again






It really hurts.

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

<3

angst please shoot me.

oi telkus on kivi
Heidi sanoo:
vähä söpö
Heidi sanoo:
sillei oo siipii ollenkaa
rj of doooooom sanoo:
kivi????
Heidi sanoo:
siis kiivi
rj of doooooom sanoo:
ei hedelmil ookkaa yleensä siipii..


Okei, tehdäänpä yksi asia selväksi; en oo iha niin tyhmä et luulisin et hedelmillä ja kivillä ja siivet, vaikka moni sitä varmasti toivookin. :)))
Eli kyse oli Kiivilinnusta, joka on uhanalainen ja elelee Uudessa-Seelannissa. Ja satuin huomaamaan kyseisen lajin edustavan televisiossa.
Se oli söpö.

miikka sanoo:
ei teijä äidit anna tulla tämmösten kiimasten kundienkaa mihinkää!

vittu en ees muista koska viimeks oisin ollu näin flunssane...!

saatana ! vielä eilen koulus olin vilmalle et "ootpas sä tukossa" JA MITES SITTE KÄVI

Haidi sanoo:
kumminki isket kiinni ensimmäiseen kinkkuun joka ohi kulkee
annapee sanoo:
een
annapee sanoo:
vaadin vain parasta laatua :)



sanavarastomme on ehtymätön hani :DDD

i have a new msn guys... sempliciotto.recensore@windowslive.com

nella sanoo:
entäs sä meetkö nukkuu aikasin vai meetkö tekareiden kiristykseen?
Heidi sanoo:
meen tekareiden kiristykseen ja sen jälkeen bingoon ja sitte on toi kulmien vääntö ja vatsan kiristys ja sitte käväsen laitattamassa itelleni uudet korvat