IRC-Galleria

All that I've ever seen was never there.
Everything I've thought was all misunderstanding.
Why can't I live like normal people?
Why I hesitate on suicide?
Why?

Is it impossible,
is it forbidden?
Is it insane to care,
to fall in love?
I do care, I do fall.
For you it is all!
You're like an angel,
I'm messed as hell.
Is it wrong?

I haven't slept much,
my mind is somewhere.
I will get her mine,
everything will be fine.
There is a small problem,
for us to be together.
All I need is to love.

My life was all shit,
almost couldn't live with it.
Then I found you,
my happiness came true.
Now I howl for moon,
wishing to see you soon.
You're all I need now.

My reality is a twisted game,
my sanity is as lost as fame.
My mind tries to cope with,
not much of success in sight.
Such shit is all my life,
always been so.

My world made a u-turn,
now I have a reason to live.
Soon i'll have everything i've wanted,
because she is all I ever needed.
The most beautiful,
both in and out.

Someone took my mind.
Someone like an angel.
She will be all I have.
She will know how i feel.
My mind plays tricks on me.
My hope is her to be real.
I LOVE IT!

I hope my life will reach sanity some day.
I hope all this shit would go away.
My mind seems to be broken.
My mind in somewhere forgotten.
ALL I WISH IS TO DIE!

I'm ready to pull the trigger,
to end misery of mine.
Ready to grow bigger,
to live life 'till the end line.
Happy to end it all when needed,
sad to die unfinished.

If you could kill a man,
would you do it?
In a life with no penalties,
could you be happy?
If one would insist it,
should you commit euthanasy?
Where disappears our time?
When will we be ready to die?
Is there an afterlife?
Something to look for?