it is now exactly one year and 3 months after you went away from me, and I was not able to do anything about it. Ever since I have only myself to blame. Why do not I have done something differently, why are they all unnecessary disputes? Mikesn sometimes you might have at home, but I gave up halfway, At the way who knows what might have happened. I abandoned you just because of his own weakness, I took it enough when the men beat and kicked me, I got weak, lying on the ground and you were raped and killed. I will never let this day forgive myself, why not take that pain, and brought you to safety? Forgive me for not protecting you when you need it most.
forgive haidi, I love you now and always!
