why even once .. Even once you go to someone good. all of what I do is translated into the form is responsible for, everything is always my fault. I do not know how long I am able to reasons beyond the control here where all the blame for every form. do not fuck it probably is not my fault if my mother is a drunk and the father of a lunatic. or is it? I try my best to keep my sister and myself to survive, and will gradually be quite difficult. what if I now say goodbye, no one hardly knew it so I'm not here.
sometimes I do not want anything other than that I would get to live even one day without fear of what will happen next. why all this crap just to accumulate on top of my, what is wrong I've done that I deserve this? First I lose my mother to alcohol after her sister and then some idiot to kill my girlfriend, my best friend betrays Come and courtship is not anything when all the women, but leaves the other guy calls, no matter how I try to be the best boyfriend .. none of what I do does not seem enough, even though everything I try, it always ends in tears ...
