forgive me .. I treated you badly. you were kind and good to me, really cared about me, listened to my concerns and helped as you can. I'm an idiot forsaken thee coldly. I did not know what I lose, but I killed coldly beautiful flower. I lost the sun and the heat .. only now I understand it. If I could go back in time I would do everything differently. I would take care of you and told you how much you mean to me. forgive me that I was stupid, please forgive me that I hurt, I hope with all my heart that you will forgive me. you are still the girl that I loved, and always will be.