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Don't give up, it takes a while
I have seen this look before
And it's alright
You're not alone
If you don't love this anymore
I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause i know you'll need a friend

And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.

Take some time and learn to breathe
And remember what it means
To feel alive
And to believe
Something more than what you see
I know there's a price for this
But some things in life you must resist

And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.

I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause i know you'll need a friend

And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.

You know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.

So don't give up
It takes a while.

Where ya gonna be tomorrow?
How ya gonna face the sorrow?
Where ya gonna be when you die?
'Cause nothing's gonna last forever
And things they change like the weather
They're gone in the blink of an eye

Just look at yourself, can you see where you are?
Look at yourself, now you can't hide the scars
Just look at yourself 'cause there's nowhere to go
And you know

Tomorrow
You're gonna have to live with the things you say
Tomorrow
You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today
Tomorrow...
And everything you do, it's coming back for you
You'll never outrun what waits for you
Tomorrow.

And are you terrified by sadness
And have you given into madness
You're running out of places to hide
'Cause everybody's got a reason
To justify how they're feelin'
Maybe you should open your eyes

Just look at yourself, do you like what you see?
Look at yourself, is this how it should be?
Just look at yourself, 'cause there's nowhere to go
And you'll know

Tomorrow
You're gonna have to live with the things you say
Tomorrow
You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today
Tomorrow...
And everything you do, it's coming back for you
You'll never outrun what waits for you
Tomorrow.

Are you waiting for the reason to change?
Are you waiting for the end, has it came?
Nothing's gonna stand in your way...

Just look at yourself, do you like what you see?
Look at yourself, is this how it should be?

Tomorrow
You're gonna have to live with the things you say
Tomorrow
You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today
Tomorrow...
And everything you do, it's coming back for you
You'll never outrun what waits for you
Tomorrow.

She lights a candle, but she doesn't know why.
She wants to save me, but i'm barely alive.
My soul is thirsty. I just wanna get high.
Make her go away.

Now i'm hitting the wall and she begs me to quit,
And she drags me to church but i'm scared to commit,
And i'm loosing my mind 'cause she hides all my shit.
She wont go away.

And all I ask of her is
Pray for me,
'Cause I don't want to
Pray for me,
If you love me.
Cross your heart and hope that I wont die before the best day of my life.
Just pray for me tonight.

I dragged myself out of the bed that she made,
And I escape her in a black motercade
She's pushing bibles and a clear bill of health.
I can't make her go away.

Now i'm hitting the wall and she begs me to quit,
And she drags me to church but i'm scared to commit,
And i'm loosing my mind 'cause she hides all my shit.
She wont go away.

And all I ask of her is
Pray for me,
'Cause I don't want to
Pray for me,
If you love me.
Cross your heart and hope that I don't die before the best day of my life.
Just pray for me tonight.

Now i'm hitting the wall and she begs me to quit,
And she drags me to church but i'm scared to commit,
And i'm loosing my mind 'cause she hides all my shit.
And all I ask of her is
Pray for me,
I don't want to
Pray for me,
If you love me.
Cross your heart and hope that I don't die before the best day of my life.
(Pray for me tonight)
Pray for me
(Pray for me tonight)
Pray for me
(Pray for me tonight)
Pray for me
(Pray for me tonight)
Pray for me
(Pray for me to- )

You canÂ’t quit until you try
You canÂ’t live until you die
You canÂ’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You canÂ’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when youÂ’re the joke
ThereÂ’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

I know some things that you donÂ’t
IÂ’ve done things that you wonÂ’t
ThereÂ’s nothing like a trail of blood
to find your way back home

I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

I don't want to die out here in the valley
Waiting for my luck to change
And I just want my dad to know
That I finally made it...

Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold

I don't want to die out here in the valley
You don't have to lie,
I know that's what I'll do
I don't want my mom to know
That I never loved my life
And I sold my soul

Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold
Everybody gets dark
Everybody unfolds
Everybody gets high
Everybody gets so low

And everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van Nuys

Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold
Everybody gets dark
Everybody unfolds
Everybody gets high
Everybody gets so low

Well you don't know how to get back to your crawlspace
Underneath the dirt and the rust and the waste
But the sun sets fast these days.

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van Nuys

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van--

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys, oh

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van Nuys

December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.

Merry Christmas.

That's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.

I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.

It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.


Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.
Now that I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.
Or better yet, myself.

os saat 12 tai enemmän,
olet häirikköoppilas.

[1]Olen saanutjälki-istuntoa
[2]Olen näyttänytopettajalle keskaria kunhän ei ole katsonut
[3] Olen syönyt purkkaa tunnilla
[4] Myöhästynyt enemmänkuin 10 kertaa
[5] Olen jättänyt läksyt tekemättä enemmän kuin 5kertaa
[6] Olen lintsannutkoulusta
[7] Vanhempani ovat hakeneet minut koulusta
[8] Olen tekstannut ihmisille tunnilla
[9] En ole tehnyt määrättyjä tehtäviä
[10] Olen heitellyt tavaroita luokassa
[11] Olen nauranut opettajalle
[12] Olen kuunnellut soitinta tunnilla
[ ] Olen lyönyt opettajaa kirjalla
[13] Minut on heitetty luokasta ulos
[14] Olen unohtanut koulutavarani kotiin
[15] En ole mennyt jälki-istuntoon
[16] Kiroillut tunnilla
[17] Nukkunut tunnilla
[18] Syönyt tai juonut tunnilla
[19] Poistunut luvatta koulualueelta
[ ] Olen lukenut opettajan päiväkirjaa
[21] Olen kertonut tai minulle on kerrottu kokeiden vastauksia
[16] Olen häirinnyt tunnilla

Everybody think I am strange like a stone, they don't know anything.
I don't wanna say this shit...
Maby this is reason whi I am, maby my fury rise grow.
But I don't know, how I get rid of it...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WHIT ME!!!????
Again my whole day is go whit listening to music and play the guitar...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WHIT ME!!!????

Got a knife in by back
Got a nasty reputation
And I'm getting too thin
Now my friends all laugh
How I fell for the crack
Hooray addiction
What a mess I'm in....

Blind trust cannot better in no way
Why i do this things? What the fuck is wrong whit me??
Maby my choice is like this?
Maby I don't have alternative?
Maby i don't know?

Got a knife in by back
Got a nasty reputation
And I'm getting too thin
Now my friends all laugh
How I fell for the crack
Hooray addiction
What a mess I'm in....

Questons of problem is the danger, that some time get answers, whom don't know....

I wanna back there time of innocence...
I forget who I am...
Dear God, stop this shit!

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Vastaa jokaiseen kysymykseen (totuudenmukaisesti).


01 Nimet, joilla sinut tunnetaan? - murmeli, elmeri, eemeli, luomu
02 Neljä asiaa ylläsi? - farkut, t-paita, sukat, alkkarit
03 Seurusteletko? - e
04 Oletko ikinä saanut ruusuja? - sillo ku pääs 6. lk
05 Oletko ikinä nuollut jalkaasi? - hmm... kyi joskQs
06 Oletko ollut rakastunut? - en
07 Uskotko, että jokaiselle on sielunkumppani? - en
08 Ongelmasi juuri nyt? - isä on vauhkona
09 Onko sydämesi ollut särkynyt? - ööh.. on ehkä
10 Mitä mieltä olet etäsuhteista? - no en haluis harrastaa
11 Kuinka monta lasta haluat? - pari
12 Lempivärisi? - musta ja punaine
13 Uskotko, että oikean rakkauden voi löytää vain kerran? - e
14 Onko vaikeaa kertoa ihmisille, jos tykkäät heistä? - en ehk
15 Onko sulla nuha? - ei
16 Tykkäätkö kenestäkään erityisesti? - en täl hetkel
17 Luuletko, että hänkin tykkää sinusta? - joo hahaa:D ehk vuoden läppä
18 Jos joku tykkäisi sinusta, haluaisitko hänen kertovan sen sinulle? - kyl
19 Oletko ihastunut? - e
20 Tylsääkö? - o