Oh shit, how I'm gonna get through this? Why life is so fucking hard? It's always the same thing, when something really great happens to me, it's just a second and then it's over. Is it me then.. I don't understand, what I have to give to this life, that I could be worth it? It was so much easier when we were children. I can honestly say that this isn't going to get better. I think that some people doesn't deserve to live a good life and I'm one of them. And I think that I have lived my life already, maybe I have seen it all.
