Sonata Arctica -
Paid In Full
I was nowhere near ready
when all it ended
So I hoped we could find a
new day, cannot live
without you
You gave me the chance,
time and again in vain
Now my feelings for you
Every tear, every smile,
paid in full
you Wrecked the chain, but
no longer can I take the
pain
It's hard for me to love
myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it
all on you
Needed to be strong, yet I
was always too weak
So again only blamed
myself for this state we
are in
I will take what you have
for me now, it's not too
late
Did you change? I did too
Love can grow from the
last grain
It's hard for me to love
myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it
all on you
I need you less and less
every day
Fix this moral decay
Yet I've grown to love you
even more
My fault that you then
turned another cheek
You mouth the words,
you're not ready to speak
You're scared of me,
although I never had a
clue
That I'd become so much
stronger than you
I will take what you have
for me now if it's not too
late
If you like I will leave,
I will not miss the last
train again
It's hard for me to love
myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it
all on you
It's hard for me to love
your face right now
I'm waiting, hating,
needing, being me
I need you less and less
And every day leads us
farther away
From that moment
It's hard for me to hate
myself right now
Finally I'm understanding
me
One day we may have whole
new me's and you's
But first I need to learn
to love me too