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oi nam <3

December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.

Merry Christmas.

That's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.

I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.

It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.


Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.
Now that I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.
Or better yet, myself.

Mun homoni on vuoden. Oh crap. Helvetti meni nopeesti, vastahan mä liityin sinne.
(1257 viestiä vuodessa, hitto olen hyvä)

Osasihan Declan takuulla tehdä pahaa toisille, tosin useimmiten sanojensa tai pienten eleidensä välityksellä, ei hakkaamalla. Ei tietenkään. Toinen oli paljon pirullisempi kerta oli käynyt hänen homofobiaa sairastavan pikkuserkkunsakin kaulaan kiinni ilman suurempia epäilyjä.

aww <3
Se on ihanin.

Niin tosiaan, meiän päästähän tää tulee 8DD Juoskaamme karkuun itseämme :DD

"Sayônara, ôjisama."

Auts. Declan-parka.

Vaihdan huonetta - ah, ihana urakka repii noi julisteet alas. Siihen menee ihanasti koko päivä.

Kaikkea Nelonen sitten mainostaakin, mutta ei sitten niitä ohjelmia mitkä oikeesti olis kattomisen arvosia.

Koukussa.