Trying my best, not to let it show.
Trying my best, not to let it hurt.
Trying my best, not to let it make me bitter.
I don't want to feel this way,
I need to let go of this.
I've been hurtin' myself now for way too long.
Been hurtin' myself 'cause I can't seem to let go of the pain.
Trying my hardest, to break this hold.
Trying my hardest to let this go.
Hard to admit that I'm not perfect,
after all, I did my all and much more to be unbreakable,
to be unmistakable.
Did my all to give everything you might want.
Did my all to give everything you need.
Did my all to give everything to you, did my all to let you in,
I let you be everything to me.
Trying so hard, not to let it hurt.
Trying so hard, to hide what I really feel inside right now.
Trying so hard to bite my lip, and swallow my pride.
But the hardest part is telling you,
what I would really need.
Telling you what I should have.
Telling you what I could have.
Trying my best, not to let it show.
Trying my best, not to let it hurt.
Trying my best, not to let it make me bitter.
I don't want to feel this way,
I need to let go of this.
I've been hurtin' myself now for way too long.
Been hurtin' myself 'cause I can't seem to let go of the pain.
Trying my hardest and much more, still it's never enough.
(c) booberry