I canÂ’t help but follow
In spite of going insane
For I know youÂ’ll swallow
The whole of my pain
IÂ’m stepping out of the light
To feel what darkness can sow
I stare at the dead red lie
Just one glance and I know
All disguised beneath the smile
Of the temptress, siren, evil child
The devilÂ’s sweetest whore
Cause youÂ’re feeding the fire within me
Cause youÂ’re making me feel so alive
Cause itÂ’s only the end of the suffering
And IÂ’m drowning in this rush
Cause youÂ’re feeding the fire within me
Cause youÂ’re making it real for awhile
Cause itÂ’s truly the end of the suffering
And IÂ’m drowning in this rush
I was down, now flying
Going nowhere fast
ThereÂ’s no denying
I need this feeling to last
I breathe in and get higher
The ache fades from sharp to dull
The knives of desire
A thousand cuts still leaves me cold
Give me more, this soulÂ’s been sold
And I hope this time I wonÂ’t wake up dead
Cause youÂ’re feeding the fire within me
Cause youÂ’re making it real for awhile
Cause itÂ’s truly the end of the suffering
And IÂ’m drowning in this rush
DonÂ’t blame yourself for what you canÂ’t ignore
DonÂ’t blame yourself for wanting more and more and more
Flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths
I love the rush of death...
Cause youÂ’re feeding the fire within me
Cause youÂ’re making me feel so alive
Cause itÂ’s only the end of the suffering
And IÂ’m drowning in this rush
Cause youÂ’re feeding the fire within me
Cause youÂ’re making it real for awhile
Cause itÂ’s truly the end of the suffering
And IÂ’m drowning in this rush