So is this it?
Does time end here?
Is this what I fought for, and what I've gained?
What a fool I have been
Think life had more to offer
Instead I lie here, in remorse and suffer
And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease too
Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking I'm not enough
My war on time got worse and faster
The sands faught hard
And every day I lost a battle
And even tough I knew I lied
And even tough I saw the signs
The same three words each time: "I am fine"
And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
Never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease too
Affect me way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking I am not enough
I'm ashamed of the life I've lived
I am afraid of what I have been
And it just became, just became enough
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Ehkä kauneinta ikinä. <3