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mul on joku keuhkokuppa. sattuu ihan pirusti keuhoihi. ei pysty tekee mitää. vois harkita lääkärii, varmaa joku keuhkoputkentulehdus tai joku. ja jalkaki on rikki. menee taas joku hermo tai joku huonosti sillee et vihlasee aina ku nostaa oikeet jalkaa tai kyykistyy :P oon vanha ja raihnanen. :P

oli iha kamala ilta. :P kaikki vihaa mua ku oon viallinen. mut ei voi ketää. ehkä turha vikistä. oma vika. tykkään ain väärist ihmisist.

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen.
So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you.
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste.
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway.

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right.
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be,
Arrived too early.

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong,
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far.

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear, escape from this afterlife.
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here.

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain.
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you.
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste.
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway.

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall).
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall).
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign.
I've made up my mind.

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye.
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life.

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife.
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here.
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you.
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hoped you might,
Take me back inside, when the time is right.

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me.
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening.
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be.
(Who are you? I'm broken, I'm choking on this ecstasy.)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live.)

[Screaming and maniacal laughter]

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife.
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here.
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you.
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hoped you might,
Take me back inside when the time is right.

oli just hauskaa eile vaik olinki taas huippukuosis, jouduin lähtee yhen aikaa nukkuu :D meinasin sammuu. mut saatto johtuu myös väsymyksest. mut oli kivaa, ei ees tullu mitää tappeluu kerranki :) oli kiva kans nähä mirkaa ja kaikkii :) vaik olinki ankeet seuraa, sori :(
tänää niit pikkujoului jee, kattoo mitä tulee ku on vähä riita pääl. vähä paska fiilis siit kyl. oon iha kakka kaveri ja kaikki vihaa mua.

mite voi yhen päiväkirjatekstin aika pudota ylimmäst taivaast alimpaa helvettii?

Can you tell me what stopped the rain?
Where is salvation?
Science, saviors, tragedy?
May I lead the way into temptation?
Sirens screaming just for me
And the void remains.

Would you save my life
If you knew why this is the last time?
I'm leaving without you in silence.
Could you save my life
Had the boy that you knew not died?
This is the last time.
I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Can you tell me what stops the pain?
Self medication?
Science, saviors, tragedy?
How deep must we cut to reach sensation?
Find it. Bring it back to me
Where the void remains.

Would you save my life
If you knew why this is the last time?
I'm leaving without you in silence.
Could you save my life
Had the boy that you knew not died?
This is the last time.
I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Walk with me my one and only
Find with me the end.
Walk with me my one and only silence.

Would you save my life
If you knew why this is the last time?
I'm leaving without you in silence.
Could you save my life
Had the boy that you knew not died?
This is the last time.
I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Could you save my life?
This is the last time.
I'm leaving with out you in silence.

If you knew...
Would you save me?
Can you tell me what stopped the rain?
Can you tell me what stopped it?
If you knew...
Would you save me?

mertsi kävi kyläs. katto telkkarii ja mä olin koneel :D hirveen jännää :) tänää pitäs riksuu varmaa lähtee, oon kyl vähä kuumees mut ehk tää täst. ainaki jos vähä dokaa :D eipä muuta oikeestaa. paitsi et kävin ostaa pikkujoulupaidan ja uusii alusvaatteit grr. mustaa ja punast ja pitsii :D

Tiila: kala on kaveri, ei ruoka

Sara: paska on ystävä ei lounas

Tiila:naama on kala, ei rousku

Sara: piisami on lemmikki ei huora



hyvä päivä, hajoo pää ihan completely

oli tullu veronpalautuksii 150€ :D jesh, pistin samantien jonku sata euroo menee, maksoin kaikkii juttui ja ostin puheaikaa ja kävin tarjoustalos. vois pistää itseasias koht vuokranki maksuun :) olis sit seki tehty eikä tarvis stressaa et riittääks rahat siihe :/ luokanvalvoja sano tänää et en saa olla enää yhtää pois jos haluun saada sen kurssin suoritettuu :P iik. :D miten onnistun ku oon näin lusmu luonteeltani :D njoo, onneks koht o joululoma <3 saa vaan pykii mestoil.

vittu mikä päivä. joku sekavin ever :D mut ainaki pari asiaa on selkeytyny :) vähäse. ja jee lauantain party. :D perjantain voi viettää vaik himas tai jotai. et on lauantain sitte kuosis. heehee. katotaan ni oon kuitenki jossai levelis taas konttaa :D hohhoi vois käydä nukkuu koht ku on iha poikki.

jee sain ruokaa ja kaikkea. pakko alkaa nyt taas ottaa niskast kii ettei mee kaikki iha päi vittua. atk:s tietokantoja. en tajuu. kamaluus.