IRC-Galleria

heaven is a place on earth with you.

this surely must be the biggest difference between us,
but understanding that makes getting over you so much easier.

now that i really try and recall, i remember some seriously happy times in my life without you in it. so how come i forgot how to smile?

i'm lost in this senseless cruel world and i don't know if it even makes a difference which path i choose anymore cause i know you're nowhere near. but knowing that i still wake up every night screaming your name as if it was the only thing to keep me alive, to keep us alive.


had i admitted that we're dead, everything would be better.

i really need you here with me and for me.

i was told not to ever give up on something
that i can't go a day without thinking about.
So not giving up on you.

i never should have let you let me go.

and at some point i just forgot how to try.

i'm so afraid of the possibility that you're not coming back this time.