I look into the mirror hoping something will be clearer but it's not, no it's not
My heart is willing but the fear inside me is killing all I've got, it's all I've got
Promises are broken, words are left unspoken, my trust is like a castle in the sand
I'm trying to understand it all
Don't ask don't tell - just hide
Back to the beginning am I losing am I winning in this game, it's all a game
chances that I'm taking and the choices that I'm making are the same, there all the same
Honesty unwanted leaves me cold and now I'm haunted by the part of me that's left in the unknown
I'm running from the violence to the secret and the silence
My quiet desperation finds a home why must I hide?
My fear now has become my prison cell