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VITTU KU VITUTTAA

You say you want to change your mind
But it's too late your out of time
Too many things I've said and done
You wanted it now it's begun
You know I'm more than just a name
You never want to play that game
And in the final hour you'll see
Only Me


Don't think that forever
Is never goning to come because
It soon will be here
Don't feel likes it's over
Remember what I said and you will know
How far to go

Fransiskus Assisilaisen
rukous

Jumalani, tee minusta
rauhasi välikappale,
niin että sinne, missä on
vihaa, toisin rakkauden,
...missä loukkausta,
toisin anteeksiannon,
...missä epäsopua, loisin
yksimielisyyden,
...missä erehdystä,
osoittaisin totuuden,
...missä epäilystä,
auttaisin uskoon,
...missä epätoivoa,
nostaisin luottamuksen,
...missä pimeyttä, loisin
sinun valoasi,
...missä surua,
virittäisin ilon ja
lohdutuksen,
niin että oi Mestari,
en yrittäisi niin paljon
etsiä lohdutusta
kuin lohduttaa muita,
hakea ymmärrystä kuin
ymmärtää toisia,
pyytää rakkautta kuin
rakastaa muita,
sillä antaessaan saa,
kadottaessaan löytää,
unohtaessaan saa anteeksi,
kuollessaan nousee
iankaikkiseen elämään.

i thought that im happy with my life, but still i feel so much unhappyness :/

I don't want to fall a sleep, 'cause then im alone.

This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday I watch pass by
With an emptiness in my life
And a hole in my heart
Where only you belong

There are nights I wake up crying
And wishing you were here
To hold me in your arms
And kiss away my tears

There is something that keeps me holding on -
What I'll never know
But one day things will go my way
And I'll have you in my arms

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing