i know what i should do
i guess
but what if ain't right?
i was allready doing so much better
but then it hit me
back to square one
what if haven't got the power
to get up
to move on
all those feelings
all those memories
came back
and they don't want to go away
they are too deep
way too deep
in my heart
and it's not whole
it's in small piaces
and they all remind me
of something that once was